Carmel
Crusader
im mark and kerri's daughter sonja and i can tell you now none of us have drug problems and i have a daughter now and there's no way she'll be raised the way we were.i jus cant beleive yous would beleive the bullshit rumors the sea org members make.yeah we've all experemented with drugs who wouldnt after being told your whole life they're bad.when you go from being born into the SO to suddenly being out on your own in the "wog world" you go along with wat everyone else is doing cause thats all you know wat to do.there's a lot of things i regret doing but in a way i had no choice.how does a young girl say no to something when everyone's judging you and there's so much pressure on you to fit in and there's no one there to tell you otherwise!
Totally get it Sonja, but no-one is or has been pointing the finger at you or your sibblings. They have pointed the finger at actions of your mother, but then ultimately they are pointing the finger at what the CofS "indoc" does to people, and what people can become under the 'hold' of the CofS.
Any reference to you kids or any other SO/cadet org kids "not doing well", is usually and always almost made, to bring home the point how fu'ked it is and has been for them. If you read more on this board, you'll see how our hearts go out to you and all these kids. The reference is not made, in any way, to put them down. It's made, just to drive it home, that this scenario for any and all of our children, needs to change!