lkwdblds
Crusader
That one can perceive and discern is 'some kind of measuring equipment'.
Yes, I was talking about clusters of identities balled up in one's GPMs. I would use the idea of clusters...or left over minds linked to split off viewpoints whether they are one's own or that of another. They can get tightly compacted into sort of a black ball. The tremendous confusion all settles into a forgotten mass as you go away to abandon the unconfrontable and strive towards living in an area that does not have the same impediments. But when it is triggered all of these old identities can take turns going into restimulation giving you chronically shifting viewpoints in a wild manner. They are all the valences contained in conflicts trying to push towards a goal where you were not able to resolve the problem. If these are other beings they will flash pictures of what they are stuck in and just about anything. If it is your own you feel you are trying to think with a multitude of minds at the same time. It is hard to think at all. You cannot hold a stable viewpoint in the middle of this. At least I couldn't.
If you do not believe in the existence of souls I can see where you'd discount this.
I related this to the meterless auditing because it usually takes another being who is a very old 'foe' to trigger these things to go active. . Someone who once had the power to threaten you with unmocking. Even though it is impossible to unmock a static it is not impossibe to conceive that one could completely foul up the ability of another to operate from a viewpoint. In this case telepathic reach into the area and an effort to help yourself might be called for if you cannot find hassistance to resolve the PTSness.
Hats, UGH and YUCK, just reading your text stirs up some heavy and sticky muck. I would say that it is a theory, for those who believe in souls, of how hidden aberation can lurk deep within people, causing them to behave in very strange ways whenever these types of clusters are triggered.
What if someone does not believe in souls? Robert Lewis Stevenson's, "Jekyl and Hyde" touches on this type of thing as does Oscar Wilde's, "A Portrait of Dorian Gray". Psychiatry gets into the act with their concept of shizophrenia, or a split personality. Hollywood has also explored this theme in movies such as "The Three Faces of Eve".
In today's workaday world, when feelings in the mind get stirred up in the manner in which you describe above, the mental health establishment tends to label it a malady and refer to it as an imbalance in the chemicals of one's brain. Of course, the solution is nearly always to take medications in the form of pills. These potent medical drugs cause strong effects. Of course they would not break apart any clusters of identities but the person's perceptions are usually dulled and the person feels some relief of sorts.
I've often thought about a person's identity being unmocked. You hear a lot from people doing meditation and practicing Eastern thought about one "giving up their ego". This is supposed to be a very beneficial thing to do. For me, I am undecided about this. I like being myself and having my ego. When I attempt to let go of it, I do feel better and cleaner but who is doing the feeling, isn't that still one's ego?
I enjoyed your comments about the threat to a being's existence which would result from fouling up the being's ability to operate from a viewpoint. I had never thought of this concept before. That would be an interesting topic for a separate thread!
Lakey
