That's why I bump some of them from time to time, you just couldn't imagine some of the scenarios. And people do pass away without leaving a record so some things will never be known. I know a few here who thankfully did post and now are gone, yet their stories are a legacy and a warning. Sometimes I would wonder if I had never been associated with scientology would I believe my own story? I don't know. I have heard and read many worse ones now and thankfully they exist as part of the fabric of the overall truth and as a background for mine. If I could speak freely and really go into detail it would make your toes curl.