This is evaluation. And incorrect. My reason for doing the FPRD was I was still
restraining myself, or another way of describing it lowering my confront. The FPRD
greatly improved that situation, which is why I asked for it.
Okay, Terril, I'm going to call you out on this one.
This is about the fourth or fifth time I personally know that you've been in a heated discussion about FPRD and its use to brainwash others. You frequently seek to deny, overshadow or mitigate the true testimonies of others who have experienced horrendous effects from this procedure, or those who have gone through the mind-control Gestappo-style re-indoctrination of the RPF prison program when this has been forced upon us for 1) wanting to leave or 2) disagreeing with scn policies, procedures, tek or management.
Your answers are the same when someone writes a true-life testimony of this: 'But here, look at my WINS!' or 'Others don't feel that way.' or you use thought-stoppers about it being 'eval' or 'inval'. You blew off several exes who had come to exscn and had mind-destroying experiences on the RPF and with FPRD. Shame on you for your lack of compassion and denial.
Oh yes, we wrote success stories on the RPF. Lots of them. Do you know what the alternative was if we didn't? Do you even care?
RPF's RPF. Sleeping in the sump room on a cold concrete floor with no blankets. Not allowed to speak with or write anyone but the RPF's RPF I/C or RPF MAA. 4-6 hours sleep per night. Hard labor. Scraps of scraps of scraps for meals. 10 min meal breaks. Running constantly, supervised even to use the toilet. Weeks and weeks and weeks of this, filthy and grubby, wearing the same clothes. Until one comes up with the 'right' answers on ethics conditions formulas (they don't accept honest answers, just scientolo-politically acceptable answers), then it's back to the regular RPF for more re-indoctrination, more sec checks, more FPRD. Oh lucky us.
Yes, lots and lots and LOTS of success stories! Must look like good Scientologists. Must show we are 'winning' at our punishments or we will never, ever be released to see our families, our children, again.
Yes, I know all about how the FPRD works.
You claim the FPRD made you get rid of your restraints. You say this as if it is a GOOD thing.
It is our social restraints and concepts of right and wrong that gives us compassion for those who are abused and makes us think twice about using or promoting something that would cause another harm or injury. It is our social restraints that keeps us from stealing, from cheating, from murder, from lying. It is our
self-imposed social restraints that enable us to sacrifice for our children, that keep us from seeking constant immediate gratification and highs (like promoting scn on an ex site in the face of all the harm done and seeking out scns who have left recently to sell them services in the Freezone before they've gotten fully on their feet).
I am glad for my social restraints. I am glad to have the ability to evaluate and judge my own actions on my own without reliance on gimmicks or gurus to tell me their own spin on right from wrong or push a button to make me do things that benefit them while telling me how good it is for me. I am glad to have the burden of personal conscience and consider it a marvelous gift.
I am glad to be 100% an EXScientologist with my own personal conscience and not living my life to serve and promote Scn as you do and as I once did.
It's a shame you cannot re-evaluate your experiences rationally and analytically as Chris Shelton and others have done. It is a shame that you are unwilling to do so. But your constant promotion of scientology on this site is disgusting and something that I will always challenge you on.