Salutations! I am not an Ex Scientologist, but my spouse of 20+ years is. Even now, there are scars and a few open wounds, in my opinion. From what I've read so far, this is normal. Thanks for the discussions that help me understand her situation and experiences better. I'm a neuroscientist, and need to better understand how the brain chemistry translates to behavior/response in light of duress, subliminal suggestion, and criminal abuse.
I have an old e-meter, and enjoy hooking it up to my turnip plants just to see if they have overts on me. I know it's squirrel tech, but the squirrels around here do like the turnips.
Hello and welcome!
Glad that reading here may help you to understand your spouse past experiences with the cult.
However, my personnal opinion is that there are so deep and refined methods of indoctrination \mind manipulation used in the cult, especially in the Sea Org,
(emotional, psychological, physical, spiritual abuses ) often, when people leave , they are suffering from a trauma going on for years...
But the weird thing is that till there is no de-conditionning...there is a lot of these abusive harmfull evil stuff that we don't identify as being what it is...a lot of dissonance cognitive involved.
Many of us are out for few decades and AFAIMC , can't understand how I was slowly brought to do and believe things I did..also..although, the fear of disconnection is obvious (for not leaving when abuses begins), but other issues like working and be treated as slaves, for decades, are not easy to understand.. I don't think it's only the fear of loosing our eternity. There is probably a brain alteration.
The magnitude of tress, pressure, fear, sleep deprive, despair are certainly impacting the glandular system (adrenaline - cortisol) and the brain chemicals that will shape our behavior or make us vulnerable to any behavioral conditionning.
It's probably the same processes involved in slave labour camps and totalitarian prisons :confused2:
Hopefuly, in few years, we may better understand how all those chemical may be triggered in such situations.
Concerning the turnips..I too love them..but I now hook them up to this new device..give it a try!
http://www.busyinbrooklyn.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/spiralized-turnip-noodles.jpg
Is more exciting and funny than a lie detector
Have a pleasant and journey on ESMB! :wink2: