I was a public Scientologist at London Foundation until I discovered Xenu on the Internet. I wasn't getting the rave gains that everyone else seemed to get so when I had the money I went to St. Hill UK for the "professional" auditing. Although I had an "exteriorization" during this (I don't know if it was real or just seemed that way) I dod notice the auditor was cheating by clocking up TA by rocking the Tone Arm of the e-meter. I didn't get the rave gains there and nor did anyone else I could see. The auditing just made me miserable and tired. I kept writing notes to the C/S about this and I think I was C/Sed for the Lisa McPherson Rundown at Flag. They wanted me to go there but they wouldn't tell me what the C/S action was for fear it would "throw me into session". I was short of money so I didn't go and spent some time n the Internet. It was there that I discovered Xenu and the space-opera nonsense of OT III. I later got hold of a recording of the Assists lecture with L. Ron Hubbard in his own voice telling this story. I checked with this at St. Hill and went there to speak to the chaplain who confirmed all my worse fears of OT III. It was at this point that I left. I'd be interested to hear from any other London Foundation public who were there around the time I was in the 1990s.