I like the feeling that no-one is judging my TRs, or spotting me on the tone scale, or regarding me as downstat and a liability because I don't earn much. I like just staring out of the window without feeling guilty for not going on course or giving out leaflets or selling books. I'm glad I no longer have a desperate longing for loads of money so's I can get to the top of the bridge. I'm relieved I don't have to 'set a good example', but can just relax and be myself. I can be forgetful and not worry that this will make people confused about the state of clear. The pressure is off and it's lovely.