Thank you for your contribution and courage. Without esmb I would have remained a messed up puppy. I needed a place to communicate who I am and how I feel. It may be intense, it may be serious, it is my heart. I loved Ron since 1975 after reading DMSMH, he clarified so many of my mistakes. I have been working with time travel for some years prior all on my own, I didn't have a clue about engrams, time traps. My skill at 2-WC saved my life 3 times before scientology, I created a lot of time travel related psychotic breaks and had to repair them or die, the potential violence expressed was extreme and I had no recourse except 2-WC. Church trained scientologists don't have a clue what their dealing with, the raw engramatic energy of life itself. The engramatic stuff on the time track have scared the Gods. It is not the betterment activity people are apposed to, their prior personal experiences at attempts to clear others of their insanities have scared them to the core. Ron didn't do his home work, a truth dream, a truthful speculation that was on the money and without DMSMH I could not have been successful nor created the rules of auditing Without your courage and dedication to founding and maintaining esmb I would not be writing this.