"Mock Up" is a Hubbardism.....a phrase he used and the members duplicate It means "to create" As a thetan, according to Hubbard, you are creating or destroying. As thetans, we "mocked up Scientology" so lets "unmock it"...LOL! A little J&D thrown in as a bonus. When it comes to the "Clear" cognition, one will spend hundreds of thousands...if not millions of dollars and many years wasted...to come to the realization that... "I am mocking up my own reactive mind but can stop it and create it" I never went Clear and it would have taken several lifetimes to "Go Clear" because Hubbard lies about what a Clear is. He changed the definition so many times - my head is spinning. There is the past life Clear A Dianetic Clear A Clear-Clear A 1st dynamic Clear A Clear etc.... L Ron promises in his "marketing" that one will GET RID of that part of your mind that creates doubt, that stops you from achieving your goals, that causes you trouble etc.... All LIES! Because I believed Hubbard when he wrote about "getting rid" of your reactive mind - I "believed" he had a way to help people achieve their goals never obtained by man before... But - LOOK around you lurkers.....there are millions of people that create beautiful lives. Theyu create art and flourish and prosper. They are already CLEAR and they will stay Clear of Scientology if I have anything to do with it. The reality in Scientology is - You don't get rid of anything except common sense and a TON of MONEY. You learn to stop your thoughts about Scientology unless it is nothing but waxing enthusiasm about how great it is and how Ron is Source... Scientologists are manipulated into joining staff and working for free. They are manipulated and deceived by "high pressure sales"...trained Registrars until they are broke and in debt. Then Hubbard encourages filing bankruptcy to obtain some type of revenge on the "bankers" with a reference Scientologists use about "Pirates and Bums". Scientologists, for the most part, destroy thier lives and are manipulated into states of CONFUSION already achieved by MAN before...hence, Jim Jones and other evil cults that destroyed their members right before our eyes. and Hubbard designed (from Hypnosis techniques and black magic - OTO plus borrowed stuff from other philosophies and religions) and put them into the "tech of PARLOR TRICKS....and all the parlor tricks to do just that - they are mind control techniques to deceive. This is the "Tech". Scientologists actually pay Scientology a ton of money to "learn" ... Scientologists get trianed to do these Parlor tricks to themselves and others until they can manipulate and deceive with insouciant certainty. The parlor tricks work when standardly applied. All your ex girlfriend is doing - is allowing herself to be hypnotized, manipulated and deceived by the charlatan L Ron Hubbard and the thug, David Miscavige, who has managed to Keep Scientology Working. She is destroying her mind by "going Clear". Especially in present time Scientology. It is very dangerous. What caused the split up between you two? Scientology? Send her an annonymous letter stating these words: "I am mocking up my own reactive mind but can stop it and control it". Then...send her Hubbards OTIII WAll of Fire - everything you wanted to know about Xenu but were afraid to ask. She won't die of pnemonia....but she may BLOW Scientology. I hope she gets out. Her life is in grave danger.