Discussion in 'Stories From Inside Scientology' started by jane, Apr 22, 2010.

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  1. jane

    jane New Member

    Hey everybody. I'm new here, been lurking a bit but haven't posted yet.
    I'm trying to piece together my memories and figure out wtf to do with my life. I've been trying to move on and leave Scn behind. But I have issues that just won't go away.......... I grew up in Scn from birth and went thru a lot of bad stuff. But I don't rememmber all of it that well, espcly from when I was little. I'm kinda looking for somebody who maybe remembers tha same stuff.
    There was a guy at one of the orgs in San Jose that I have some bad memories of... but honestly it's all blurry, it was a long time ago and I don't konw.... I wonder if anyone else had issues with somebody there. But you can pm me so I don't say anything in public about anybody.
    Last edited: Apr 24, 2010
  2. SillyMe

    SillyMe Patron

    Hiya Jane. Welcome.
    I just joined yesterday, and amazed how much calmer I feel to know I'm not alone. Good luck with finding out more about ur childhood.
    I was an org baby as well. But left at 16. After finishing 2.5yrs on staff.
  3. Anonycat

    Anonycat Crusader

    Daisy might be able to help. She was SoBay too.

    IMMORTAL Patron Meritorious

    WELCOME to Jane and SillyMe!!!!

    Glad you are here. You'll find lots of understanding people who are very willing to help any way they can. It's a wonderful place for healing.

  5. Miss Pert

    Miss Pert Silver Meritorious Patron

    Welcome Jane!!!!! :wave:
  6. Mystic

    Mystic Banned

    Hi Jane, and SillyMe. Welcome aboard. You'll find many friends here.
  7. La La Lou Lou

    La La Lou Lou Crusader

    Welcome Jane and SillyMe!

    We like stories here, so if your'e up to it, we'll be listening.
  8. Feral

    Feral Rogue male

    Welcome to both of you!

    Jane, good luck piecing together your memories.

    Can I suggest you just start writing what you do recall and more and more should come into view.

    You can post it, or not. It's entirely up to you.

    After receiving as much indoc as I have on the whole track, then promptly finding ALL of the incidents that were explained to me on the tapes I've become wary of "false memory syndrome".

    This is a condition where if you're told what you'll remember before you do, then the memories can be tainted by the prior "education".

    So I suggest you just run with what you can recall for now.

    All the best.
  9. GreyWolf

    GreyWolf Gold Meritorious Patron

    Welcome to the board. I hope that you will be happy here and that you find the answers that you need.
  10. Smilla

    Smilla Ordinary Human

    Welcome :)
  11. Kathy (ImOut)

    Kathy (ImOut) Gold Meritorious Patron

    Welcome, Jane.

    Hopefully someone will be able to help you with your memories. Just my opinion, you're probably not imagining what you're thinking. More likely you've done your best to bury the bad memories and now that you're out of the suppression of the church, you are being flooded with old, not nice memories. I wish you well in getting over all of that.
  12. Type4_PTS

    Type4_PTS Diamond Invictus SP

    Hi Jane.........welcome to ESMB!


    That name (Randy H) sounds REALLY familiar but I cannot remember where I know it from. Maybe later after some coffee I'll remember. I was in Boston from 1979-86 then out in LA for about a year and a half, then in Clearwater for a little while. Was it around that time period at all?
  13. Arthur Dent

    Arthur Dent Silver Meritorious Patron

    Welcome Jane and Silly me!
    Glad you're here! Relax, you're among friends! And there
    are a lot of very helpful people here!
    Looking forward to your stories!

  14. Pooks


    This Randy Humphries?

    He was originally from Boston Org. Looks like he's out west now.
  15. AnonyMary

    AnonyMary Formerly Fooled - Finally Free

    Last edited: Apr 24, 2010
  16. AnonyMary

    AnonyMary Formerly Fooled - Finally Free

    Welcome to you both! :heartflower::bighug:

  17. R6Basic

    R6Basic Patron Meritorious

    Welcome Jane :)
  18. byte301

    byte301 Crusader

    Welcome to ESMB Jane!:happydance:

    You may also want to register on the ex-kids site. There may be some people you know over there as well. They may have the pieces you are trying to put together.
  19. Wisened One

    Wisened One Crusader

    :welcome: to ESMB, Jane! :)

    I hope you read and post here and that it helps with your memories. Good that someone found a link to him for you so fast, huh?

    I look forward to hearing more of your stories!
  20. jane

    jane New Member

    Im really sorry. Im not trying to make trouble. I was just hoping for someone other than me who had dealt with this. I don't want to make accusations against ppl.

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