Scientology and Homosexualty - my story from the inside...

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  1. xenusdad

    xenusdad Patron with Honors

    Hubtoads sexuality

    I have heard Nibs say that his father had an insatiable sexual appetite and had sex with "10 year old boys and 60 year old women" which makes him a paedophile and sicko, not gay.

    The gay sex he is supposed to have had with Jack Parsons was called magic so it wasn't gay at all. It says so in the song 8 Million by Enturbulator009, so it must be true.

    This of course contrasts with other reports that Hubtoad couldn't get an erection.

    The truth is out. There.
  2. Telepathetic

    Telepathetic Gold Meritorious Patron

    First of all welcome.:thumbsup:

    I too am a bit confused about the above. ^^^^^^^

    I am also surprised that you were given SO berthing while on a project prepare. How much money did your mom end up sending you for these courses? Seems like you also had sec checks, were you required to pay for this too?

  3. Enthetan

    Enthetan Master of Disaster

    I saw a photo of DM as a young boy Messenger. He was a "pretty" little boy. I wonder if he has some withholds in that area, from when he was walking around holding LRH's ashtray?
  4. Telepathetic

    Telepathetic Gold Meritorious Patron

    Ashtrays with fags or was it fags with ashtrays?

  5. The Great Zorg

    The Great Zorg Gold Meritorious Patron

    Fags with fagtrays? :confused2:
  6. AnonKat

    AnonKat Crusader

  7. Telepathetic

    Telepathetic Gold Meritorious Patron

    Sorry bad joke.:omg:that makes no sense.

    Fag:schoolboy's helper: at a private British school, a schoolboy who has to do menial jobs and run errands for an older schoolboy ( dated )


    Fag: cigarette.
  8. The Great Zorg

    The Great Zorg Gold Meritorious Patron

    Ooooo - a mystery!
  9. The extent my training was very simple... I had the whole process presented to me as if i was the customer and then told to practice on someone else.. Did this for 20mins and was told i was right to go.. This is however when the ethics officer came from down stairs looking like this :angry:... I was informed of my PTS situation.. They then decided that with this situation i could not possibly perform this duty and was at this point sent down to ethics.

    My berthing was not SO as far as i knew.. People living their were working for CCHR, Applied Scholastics and an asian public on course. The auditing was not charged and was not known to be happening by other people in the appartment they were also kept in the dark as to myself being a homosexual. As i was told that talking to others about any of this in the apartment was "out-ethics" and i knew how much i hated being stuck in ethics all day already i didnt want anymore of that..

    I could not place a number on the amount of money my mother spent on courses.. It wasnt a HUGE amount but was alot for her considering she has been a battler...
  10. Telepathetic

    Telepathetic Gold Meritorious Patron

    OK, I understand now. Well, thank god you're now out of that mess:thumbsup:

  11. xenusdad

    xenusdad Patron with Honors

    Thanks for that, Smurf, I was wondering why that crackpot had been silent. As another gay ex, all this is very real. Yay for gay!
  12. TR'SIN

    TR'SIN Patron with Honors

    Just picking up on this thread after Xenusdad last posted.

    Glad you told your personal story. During my time on staff I met, worked with on staff and knew several gay young men in our Org. And, no matter whether they were on staff or public, they were always on a Program C/S'ed to handle their "gayness".

    I never answered that nagging question for myself - not back then or since - why do we have to "handle" them (people who are gay)? I loved the PR message of working to Clear The Planet, to help people around the world, to be the most ethical beings, to aid and assist those less fortunate than ourselves. And, of course, by not speaking openly about the subject its much easier to sweep it under the rug, meanwhile keep regging these guys for more intensives. And continue to try to handle them and their "gayness".

    I only know of one person who said he handled his homosexuality. I knew him fairly well. He got married, had children, went OT, did lots of outside projects for the church and remains very well connected to Flag. The last time I talked to him, the subject did not come up, but I couldn't help but feel his unwillingness to address anything personal. Maybe he did, my guess is he didn't.

    When the time is right, we'd like to hear more of your story. Thank you for sharing this with us. It may be important for someone reading this just now.
  13. degraded being

    degraded being Sponsor

    That made me laugh out loud.
    Just the image of Ronda, the Big self important Girl recruiting a child to hold the ashtray to demonstate her loftiness.
  14. Terril park

    Terril park Sponsor

    There was, maybe possibly even still is,
    a CO$ yahoo group for gay scientologists.

    Don't think it exists anymore. Will try and follow up with more details.
  15. The_Fixer

    The_Fixer Class Clown

    I seem to remember an old expression:

    'Look more suspiciously at those making the most noise about it'.

    That is the more (rabidly) anti gay they are, the more suspect their motives.

    Applies to most things really IMO.

    I remember watching many years ago, a docu movie about Quentin Crisp, a homosexual in 1920's (I think) Britain. It was called 'The Naked Civil Servant', who was portrayed by John Hurt.

    After enduring many bashings from the local thugs and anti gays, he discovered that "some queers are heavies, or all heavies are queers". I think that was his words he uttered then.

    Not a nice story, Not Afraid. I am glad you managed to stand tall above the thuggery and shine. :clap:

    Adolf and Himmler probably would have been proud of the SO.
    Last edited: Mar 13, 2011
  16. The_Fixer

    The_Fixer Class Clown

    Actually, I will have to retract the last part of that previous comment.

    Adolph's crew were comptent and efficient. Nothing like the SO crew.
  17. Royal Prince Xenu

    Royal Prince Xenu Trust the Psi Corps.

    I don't know whether reading these stories is a good thing or a bad thing. Having repressed my own gayness at school and being programmed against it as JW, it didn't really come up in Scn.

    I'm glad that INAA got out as quickly as he did and I hope to read later that this helped his cousin wake up to herself.
  18. thetanic

    thetanic Gold Meritorious Patron

    Smurf talks about it here. Rex Fowler was a member.
  19. La La Lou Lou

    La La Lou Lou Crusader

    The poor 'church' is in a horrible position on this one, in order to seem like a real religion they go a bit 'god hates fags' but in order to appease the rest of humanity they have to appear unprejudiced.

    The fact is that the ones that have been in the cult since the seventies just have no idea what is in the world outside the door. They don't read papers, watch the TV or talk to outsiders.

    If they see men walking hand in hand they know that the psyches are up to no good.

    Looking from a scientology viewpoint I would say that thetans, spiritual being that float around making universes are not naturally sexually interested in any bodies, drooling animal lust for the opposite sex is the results of long painful implants. So scientologically speaking there really is no difference between gay and straight. Having any body is proof of aberration.

    However Wrong Cupboard was born 100 years ago, he grew up when homosexuality was not acceptable. The penalties for being found out were huge. People were very brave or stupid if they came out of the closet. There were no gay parades, no clubs waving rainbow flags, no gay dating sites, no small ads in local papers. Gays were secretive, if they wanted to get on in life, or low life toilet loiterers if they didn't care. I think this is why he insisted that those men that hunted chocolate starfish, or ladies that drank from the furry cup were 1.1.
  20. Royal Prince Xenu

    Royal Prince Xenu Trust the Psi Corps.

    La La, you remind of an episode of Dame Edna's "Treatment". She tried to trip up Deborah Harry with the question, "Have you ever played Nurses and Nurses?"

    Harry's response floored Edna and killed the potential gag, "I've tried it, and I liked it."

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