After spending many years of my life working for Scientology, believing I was working for a benevolent organization, when I began to see the true nature of the organization I had been helping - - this was the most difficult thing in my life to confront. That was MY wall of fire. I suspect that for some who are still in that they're still in because they're unable to confront the truth, just as I was. Even after I was out it took me years to see who they really are. I suspect that once society sees them AS-IS they'll quickly vanish.