I was referring to you and Roger. I got in, in 1986 thanks to the marketing campaign on TV by Jefferson Hawkins promoting Dianetics. I don't know if you have seen those constant ad's? But I got Dianetics as a result of those ads, and read it, and although I didn't believe it, I'd thought I'd give it a try since in the book dianetics I got at the time, 1986, had a cutout piece that said come in for a free auditing session, which I did, hopeing after a few hundred hours why I would "clear" as per the book. Turns out, after about 200 hours of dianetics auditing, why I too never contacted an "engram", but was sold on doing scientology. My initial reaction to scientology was what the hell are you talking about, a religion, a what, I only want to go clear, I'm not interested in religion, I just want the attributes of clear or perfect memory, great recall, immune to illness, etc. That's the same rift on the bridge you experienced and me only later. Hubbard even wrote or talked about it, calling it the "ridge on the bridge". I was persuaded to continue starting with the Purif.