I'm AlexM, not my real name but it s close.
I was a Scientologist for 3 years beginning in 2005 and ending last spring 2008.
I was on staff for 9 month in Berlin, where I was working illegally for the Org as well as for nothing; no exchange, no money, no purpose and then I was deported. Did I mentioned that I may never enter Germany again for the rest of my life?
I then wanted to escape the threat and intimidation of HCO regarding a freeloader debt and went to SFO in order to finish my contract. After 10 weeks I wanted out and found myself in the same mess as before. I was let go, even though I was in the leaving staff routing form because I now wish to go back to school and have a real career while expanding the skills that I have. I had allot of invalidation by SFO for making this choice, which I found rather odd and disturbing from people who say that the social personality is suppose to be supportive.
I am free now and much happier then when I entered Scientology and was on staff.
When describing what happened to me to friends and family, i choose to say that I woke up from a three year long dream. This is literally how it feels, does it not?
Glad to be out, glad to be here.
Jason Beghe is my hero!!
I was a Scientologist for 3 years beginning in 2005 and ending last spring 2008.
I was on staff for 9 month in Berlin, where I was working illegally for the Org as well as for nothing; no exchange, no money, no purpose and then I was deported. Did I mentioned that I may never enter Germany again for the rest of my life?
I then wanted to escape the threat and intimidation of HCO regarding a freeloader debt and went to SFO in order to finish my contract. After 10 weeks I wanted out and found myself in the same mess as before. I was let go, even though I was in the leaving staff routing form because I now wish to go back to school and have a real career while expanding the skills that I have. I had allot of invalidation by SFO for making this choice, which I found rather odd and disturbing from people who say that the social personality is suppose to be supportive.
I am free now and much happier then when I entered Scientology and was on staff.
When describing what happened to me to friends and family, i choose to say that I woke up from a three year long dream. This is literally how it feels, does it not?
Glad to be out, glad to be here.
Jason Beghe is my hero!!