Danger Turnip
Patron
I just realized something: I would not be here were it not for Scientology.
I am the end product of the sad, desperate fumblings of two lonely staff members blindly groping for a connection to someone other than LRH.
*shudder*
And I guess that's an example of where I am in my "coming out" process. I am frighteningly aware through all the torment and suffering, that there were good points. And somehow, that's the hardest for me to accept. Were it not for Scientology, I would not be the man I am today. I've never tried any drug, I don't drink, I'm responsible in spite of my age...I wouldn't change any of it. It's strange hating something that played such an integral part in my upbringing. Without all of those obstacles, who knows how I'd have turned out.
Has anyone else had trouble coming to terms with the (few) good results of Scientology, be they from the tech or personal change and experiences?
I am the end product of the sad, desperate fumblings of two lonely staff members blindly groping for a connection to someone other than LRH.
*shudder*
And I guess that's an example of where I am in my "coming out" process. I am frighteningly aware through all the torment and suffering, that there were good points. And somehow, that's the hardest for me to accept. Were it not for Scientology, I would not be the man I am today. I've never tried any drug, I don't drink, I'm responsible in spite of my age...I wouldn't change any of it. It's strange hating something that played such an integral part in my upbringing. Without all of those obstacles, who knows how I'd have turned out.
Has anyone else had trouble coming to terms with the (few) good results of Scientology, be they from the tech or personal change and experiences?