ladybeetle
Patron
I don't want to reveal now my real name. Not bercause I am too anxiousabout my own security but mabe about that of others.
I am -- better said was -- a teacher for primary school, that is for the beginners from 7 years old up to 11. It was a beautiful summerday, when I decided to bake breads with my class and bought lots of oat and all the things you need for a bread. My bag was heavy and I was realy tired. So I was happy to meet somebody who offered me a seat and a cup of tea.
Suddenly I had a huge test on my knees. Astonished, but curious than I am, I startet to fill it out. I had time and I enjoyed it to seat
While a really smart boy checked my test, I looked around in the room, found the creed (?) of Scientology and got enthusiastic. Oh my God, this was what I was always searching for!
Sounds unbelievable, but so it was. I asked for a chance to be with this group; I had no interest in the result of my OCAgraph-test. But anyway, I got to sea it. Amazingly it was really good. Just the communication was slightly on the left side. No wonder, I was quarreling my sister (who was 18 years older tnah me and for me like a mother ).
This was my starting. I was very often in the mission, helped there where I could, with bodyrouting evaluating test... and found life really enjoyable an so happy? On weekends we drove with several cars to Munich for the Communication course. We were a cheerful group.
So it remained for a long while. I had some strange experiences, but I didn't pay much attention to it. Nevertheless I wondered about. What was not ok? Everybody was alwas very kind to me, everobody showed to be very happy... But I missed something!
The first strange observation was a few weeks after my starting in Munich:
One of the staffs in our mission went bodyrouting in Munich. She encountered a bravely drunken man, did assists until he became a little bit sober and dragged him into the org. She was really proud of her work.
But there they yelled at her and accused her for doing nonsense. I couldn't understand why, when they called it bodyrouting. and I asked too, pointing out, that they want always bodies, so, this is one too "But not such a litter" was the answer. (a few weeks later this litter became a rather good Scientologist ).
In October of the same year I decided to reserve my vacations for auditing. I really needed it had lot of grief as a refugee rrom Hungary and this audiging gave me lot of relief. Because I ha a car, I transported three cartons with filled out OCAgrpah-test. Somebody pretended, that all is a fraud, that there is no one test which is good. So I wanted to prove, that this is not true. I grabbed for my own test -- but it was vanished!
We never found my test!
On same weekend I encountered a staffgirl crying desperately. I asked her what happend and she told me, that she was very hungry, she hadn't any money to buy something to eat. I asked her to be more economical with the money, it can't just be, that she had nothing after three days. Then she told me, that her whole salary was just 4 DM for a week at average and that the week before she didn't get anything because she was downstat! I was horrified, bought her to eat and decided to observe. What in heaven was happening here. Why did we pay such amount for services, and the staff was almost starving to death?
I ran even to the ethic officer and protested, that this is not ok. I think, I don't need to tell you the answer I got. I even don't know it exactly today, but it was something like "Scientology needs amounts of money to combat the enemies and we all must make sacrifices"
Bad news ... but nevertheless I stayed there
I am -- better said was -- a teacher for primary school, that is for the beginners from 7 years old up to 11. It was a beautiful summerday, when I decided to bake breads with my class and bought lots of oat and all the things you need for a bread. My bag was heavy and I was realy tired. So I was happy to meet somebody who offered me a seat and a cup of tea.
Suddenly I had a huge test on my knees. Astonished, but curious than I am, I startet to fill it out. I had time and I enjoyed it to seat
While a really smart boy checked my test, I looked around in the room, found the creed (?) of Scientology and got enthusiastic. Oh my God, this was what I was always searching for!
Sounds unbelievable, but so it was. I asked for a chance to be with this group; I had no interest in the result of my OCAgraph-test. But anyway, I got to sea it. Amazingly it was really good. Just the communication was slightly on the left side. No wonder, I was quarreling my sister (who was 18 years older tnah me and for me like a mother ).
This was my starting. I was very often in the mission, helped there where I could, with bodyrouting evaluating test... and found life really enjoyable an so happy? On weekends we drove with several cars to Munich for the Communication course. We were a cheerful group.
So it remained for a long while. I had some strange experiences, but I didn't pay much attention to it. Nevertheless I wondered about. What was not ok? Everybody was alwas very kind to me, everobody showed to be very happy... But I missed something!
The first strange observation was a few weeks after my starting in Munich:
One of the staffs in our mission went bodyrouting in Munich. She encountered a bravely drunken man, did assists until he became a little bit sober and dragged him into the org. She was really proud of her work.
But there they yelled at her and accused her for doing nonsense. I couldn't understand why, when they called it bodyrouting. and I asked too, pointing out, that they want always bodies, so, this is one too "But not such a litter" was the answer. (a few weeks later this litter became a rather good Scientologist ).
In October of the same year I decided to reserve my vacations for auditing. I really needed it had lot of grief as a refugee rrom Hungary and this audiging gave me lot of relief. Because I ha a car, I transported three cartons with filled out OCAgrpah-test. Somebody pretended, that all is a fraud, that there is no one test which is good. So I wanted to prove, that this is not true. I grabbed for my own test -- but it was vanished!
We never found my test!
On same weekend I encountered a staffgirl crying desperately. I asked her what happend and she told me, that she was very hungry, she hadn't any money to buy something to eat. I asked her to be more economical with the money, it can't just be, that she had nothing after three days. Then she told me, that her whole salary was just 4 DM for a week at average and that the week before she didn't get anything because she was downstat! I was horrified, bought her to eat and decided to observe. What in heaven was happening here. Why did we pay such amount for services, and the staff was almost starving to death?
I ran even to the ethic officer and protested, that this is not ok. I think, I don't need to tell you the answer I got. I even don't know it exactly today, but it was something like "Scientology needs amounts of money to combat the enemies and we all must make sacrifices"
Bad news ... but nevertheless I stayed there