Nicole
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Very short but yes...Nicole, I am a bit confused.
I just read your "confessions" or "coming out of the closet as an OSA spy" on the Anonymous Berlin Forum. http://www.anonberlin.de/forum/showthread.php?tid=205&page=1
So if I get this right, you grew up as part time Scilon kid since your divorced dad and his new wife were scientologists. And you joined every second weekend. But never ever spoke to your mum about it. horrible. Right after finishing school you worked for an authority which you had to handle for OSA. And you did. Then you fell in love and moved to another town, started to study, didn't complete your OSA assignment but wrote your thesis critical about Scientology instead. Which made yourself get fairgamed.
This is privat!Meanwhile you had married your friend and had kids as your father died and this got you back into Scientology. What did your husband say and your kids?
No, I was not really "out". I was all the years a Scientologist and I was very ambivalent. It is a very emotional and psychological thing. Difficult to explain. Like an addiction.Then you were kind of out again - I did not understand that part well -
Wrong. I found Anonymous. First the Berlin Anonymous and than the Duesseldorf Anonymous. Than I found WWP and than ESMB. OSA contact didn't happen at WWP, it started here at ESMB. I started to infiltrate the Duesseldorf Anonymous. Right. I had to take contact German Ex and posters on ESMB. They are informated.and found ESMB and WWP but got an OSA assignment by an OSA contact at WWP and the order to infiltrate Anonymous and ESMB by 3rd partying and finding out things about certain people from ESMB and Anon mods. Did I still get this right?
No, they didn't confront me, they wasn't sure about me. (I guess) I told the German Mods on WWP that I worked for OSA.Afair the Anons in Dusseldorf noticed a short while ago that you were spying on them and they confronted you with that.
Yes, I critice $cientology, but I am on my way out of the mind control. It didn't happen from one day to the other. I have still Scientologist parts inside me. It are two different things my personal healing and the critic against $cientology and I have lots to learn.So now you became a Scientology critic again but you are scared and you don't know whom you can trust. Am I still interpreting correctly?
I am not really scared anymore. It was here a call for help, that I did. I was really scared about this person and not really about that the authorities got things about my OSA time. I was scared about that everything I said got recorded and some things were very, very privat and I don't want that it gets published.
I can only say, that I am on my way out. I know that people have problems to trust me.Honestly - I don't know if I can trust you. You changed your mind so many times from Ex-Scientologist to OSA spy and vice versa. It is hard to believe that this very time you really mean it. Why should you?
No, they won't! If I would go back, I would lose them. But that is my very privat thing.It seems that your husband and family will stick to you either way you go?
Not an Anon. I met him first at FB on a Scientology Critic page. It is a very long story about him and I am not the only person, that got "fair gamed". But it isn't my part to write about the others.So now you write there was an anon, who told you that he will send material about you to the authorities?
Why should I sent the authorities in my hometown things what I did as OSA. He wanted to send privat things about me to the Stadtverwaltung. This authority has nothing to do with my OSA past. It was a blackmail and the reason it did happen was to scare me and that did work. I felt abused. But it are two totaly different things. I wrote here about my OSA past it is in the public and it is my desicion who I inform. But the authorities here have nothing to do with it and BTW you don't know with who I talked about it or not and who I inform.I think you should be the one sending this material to the authorities and telling the authorities what you did!
Everything is written...If I had anything showing your OSA activities I'd give it to the police.
Just do it. Everything is written in the public in the internet. Everybody can read it. No problem!Of course! And of course I would warn the people around and inform them about your activity.
Again I am on my way out of $cientology and it is a long way. The rest stands above.Come on, don't be ridiculous! It just happened a few weeks ago and yet you are a "real" critic? If so, you'd go speak out to the authorities on your own.
???P.S.: We never met.
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