clamicide
Gold Meritorious Patron
I came back here very recently because I started having cult dreams again... I posted more of my story, and since then, have read stuff that Emma was 'done'. I cannot blame her, and I think that is the best place to be. I hear all this stuff about OSA and such, and if Emma was an OSA op, it was the biggest foot-bullet in the history of the universe. This board was a huge part of my recovery from the cult. I know it was for others, so if this was OSA--epic failI, personally believe that Emma was golden.
I think my not 'done' is that I know that there are still others out there. Emma got beaten to death, and deserves to get on with her life. I want there to still be a place where someone coming out can google and contact and try to get back to sanity. There was actually a bit piece in our city's free paper today that mentioned a desperate voicemail to the mayor about how they were homeless and they'd spent so much money into the cult... I was thinking if he got online he could find ESMB...it reminded me that what I escaped from is still going on every day. I'd hate for this (ESMB) to not be there
Emma deserves to graduate and be 'done'. Maybe some of us can carry on the torch. I don't want Scientology to define my life, but I know this place helped me go on with my life, and I would like others to have that resource. 'Emma' had to carry it for so many hours of her time that it maybe started defining her, much like our time in the cult defined us. Maybe we can take a page from the world how it really is and figure out a way to carry on this wonderful forum without anyone driving themselves to mental or physical exhaustion in the process.
Just some thoughts. I just remember googling when I left the cult... and I can't imagine where I'd be if I had not found this place
I think my not 'done' is that I know that there are still others out there. Emma got beaten to death, and deserves to get on with her life. I want there to still be a place where someone coming out can google and contact and try to get back to sanity. There was actually a bit piece in our city's free paper today that mentioned a desperate voicemail to the mayor about how they were homeless and they'd spent so much money into the cult... I was thinking if he got online he could find ESMB...it reminded me that what I escaped from is still going on every day. I'd hate for this (ESMB) to not be there
Emma deserves to graduate and be 'done'. Maybe some of us can carry on the torch. I don't want Scientology to define my life, but I know this place helped me go on with my life, and I would like others to have that resource. 'Emma' had to carry it for so many hours of her time that it maybe started defining her, much like our time in the cult defined us. Maybe we can take a page from the world how it really is and figure out a way to carry on this wonderful forum without anyone driving themselves to mental or physical exhaustion in the process.
Just some thoughts. I just remember googling when I left the cult... and I can't imagine where I'd be if I had not found this place