
Welcome Lostnfound! I was public and on staff for 3 years before I joined the SO. And I stayed only 1 year before I blew. I definately felt chewed up and spit out like I'm sure that you did! But if I hadn't joined the SO, I probably would have stayed in scientology for many more years, if I ever got out at all. I'm so happy for you that you got your life back. It's like it's all just starting now, isn't it?

Take care and when you feel like it, we would all love to read your story.
