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Patron Meritorious
After running Power Plus there was something distinctly missing. I had flattened 1B (What person have you known?), 1C (What place have you known?) and 1D (What subject would you like to know more about?) but was left with a hollow, empty feeling afterwards. There was a sense of loss that I couldn't shake off. I had laid bare the situation but there hadn't been any handling for it.
In the Power materials, under the Conditions process, is this statement:
"One does not run the secondary or engram as an Auditor. One just goes on running the Conditions Process commands. It is a severe goof to stop or change processes just because the Pc has hit a secondary or the key engram. One runs the process exactly. When the Pc revivifies a few more commands usually gets him into PT and ends the process. It is a severe goof to overrun or underrun the process."
Well, I had hit a secondary, revivified the damned thing and was now sitting right square in the middle of Sad Sack City, regretting missed opportunities. There had to be more, but Power and Power Plus weren't handling it.
In looking over the dynamics and my interactions with them, and with reference to the SHSBC tape "Moral Codes: What is a Withhold?" it occurred to me that the dichotomy of SEPARATING / JOINING was being keyed in here. May be an actual GPM pair (as distinct from an implant GPM pair), or may be more basic than that. I say this because we originally separated from a larger body of theta, and because joining has occurred as a major enforced action to aberrate. i.e. the OT III / NOTs materials.
I wrote a simple process pair that directly handles this situation and ran it this way, alternatively:
Get the idea of separating
Get the idea of joining
If any specific event / situation / occurrence popped into view it was immediately modified to the specific, such as:
"Get the idea of joining THE SALVOS / Get the idea of separating from THE SALVOS"
Fake item there obviously, but you get the idea. When that item flattened I returned to the general version until there was no change for some 10-15 minutes, at which time I ended off. It took me about 90 minutes to run in total, as a solo metered process.
Well I have to tell you, the change was dramatic.
I have NO attention on past losses. ZIP. NADA. None at all. I ran off past deaths, losses, separation from theta, even the beginnings of earlier universes, and found that this process undercuts both O/W and Out Int. It cleans up and gets rid of yearning and regret. I felt as if lost bits of me were rejoining and I was becoming a "whole thetan" again. In short, completely miraculous.
I just blew through chest pains, irritable bowel syndrome and an aching back that had been dragging me down for some 6 months. They're just GONE.
I've also had a problem with erratic sleep patterns, can't say if this has improved because quite frankly life is way too interesting to be sleeping right now. I guess I'll know the answer to that later today.
The first thing I did afterwards was look at what gains I had made in the theta universe, and immediately realized I fully understood the Factors for the first time. Especially Factor 6: "The action of a dimension point is reaching and withdrawing."
Ken Ogger (aka The Pilot) once lamented that there didn't seem to be any processes that specifically handle major loss and secondaries. This process is hereby offered to the Freezone and dedicated to his memory.
In the Power materials, under the Conditions process, is this statement:
"One does not run the secondary or engram as an Auditor. One just goes on running the Conditions Process commands. It is a severe goof to stop or change processes just because the Pc has hit a secondary or the key engram. One runs the process exactly. When the Pc revivifies a few more commands usually gets him into PT and ends the process. It is a severe goof to overrun or underrun the process."
Well, I had hit a secondary, revivified the damned thing and was now sitting right square in the middle of Sad Sack City, regretting missed opportunities. There had to be more, but Power and Power Plus weren't handling it.
In looking over the dynamics and my interactions with them, and with reference to the SHSBC tape "Moral Codes: What is a Withhold?" it occurred to me that the dichotomy of SEPARATING / JOINING was being keyed in here. May be an actual GPM pair (as distinct from an implant GPM pair), or may be more basic than that. I say this because we originally separated from a larger body of theta, and because joining has occurred as a major enforced action to aberrate. i.e. the OT III / NOTs materials.
I wrote a simple process pair that directly handles this situation and ran it this way, alternatively:
Get the idea of separating
Get the idea of joining
If any specific event / situation / occurrence popped into view it was immediately modified to the specific, such as:
"Get the idea of joining THE SALVOS / Get the idea of separating from THE SALVOS"
Fake item there obviously, but you get the idea. When that item flattened I returned to the general version until there was no change for some 10-15 minutes, at which time I ended off. It took me about 90 minutes to run in total, as a solo metered process.
Well I have to tell you, the change was dramatic.
I have NO attention on past losses. ZIP. NADA. None at all. I ran off past deaths, losses, separation from theta, even the beginnings of earlier universes, and found that this process undercuts both O/W and Out Int. It cleans up and gets rid of yearning and regret. I felt as if lost bits of me were rejoining and I was becoming a "whole thetan" again. In short, completely miraculous.
I just blew through chest pains, irritable bowel syndrome and an aching back that had been dragging me down for some 6 months. They're just GONE.
I've also had a problem with erratic sleep patterns, can't say if this has improved because quite frankly life is way too interesting to be sleeping right now. I guess I'll know the answer to that later today.
The first thing I did afterwards was look at what gains I had made in the theta universe, and immediately realized I fully understood the Factors for the first time. Especially Factor 6: "The action of a dimension point is reaching and withdrawing."
Ken Ogger (aka The Pilot) once lamented that there didn't seem to be any processes that specifically handle major loss and secondaries. This process is hereby offered to the Freezone and dedicated to his memory.
