I hope you will forgive me for this -
As I reviewed what happened - my review was terribly flawed - as I had bought that I was wrong - the Hubbard, Mary-Sue, the SO, the SO must have been right.
The reason that I could not see the truth was - I had been created by the group/gang as an Artificial Me type of Identity.
Here is what I wrote about Artificial Me type identities.
ARTIFICIAL ME
This is the most common sequence that creates the being as something other than his true self.
An ARTIFICIAL ME is an identity that is “created as” in an acceptable or approved way of being – doing – owning and having identity in order to fit in or be part of society plus to be under the complete control of these outside sources – the majority of the ARTIFICIAL ME’s creation points are from outside sources.
Most of us have had a very long misidentifying hypnotic period of time when our spirituality, attention, thoughts, determination, mind, body, space, time, energy, things and subjects are under the complete power, domination, and control of another or others and completely dependent on another or others for our existence, survival and well being.
We all have a long period in our life starting at birth through the years of our early childhood when we are totally dependent on others for our very existence and growth including the knowledge of what life and living is all about.
Childhood is inevitably a gradual process of shaping the thoughts, beliefs, behavior, standards, principles and consciousness of the child’s identity or who he is (that in his universe is what represent his ‘me,’) and the subsequent automated adult identity, thing or object that represents his ‘me,’ in order to be ‘acceptable’ and ‘normal’, to fit the approved social norms.
It is a process of hypnotically manufacturing automated artificial ‘people pleasing,’ ‘approval seeking’ identities, things, objects that represent and are known as automated artificial ‘me’s’ instituted by forcing you into a hypnotic trance state by the use of emotional blackmail, manipulation and coercion (and in many cases the use of physical force and abuse to get compliance) programmed by a mutually agreed-upon consensus of opinion emanating from an individual, your parents, teachers, groups and the culture you have arrive in.
During the processes of manufacturing automated artificial ‘people pleasing’ identities or automated artificial ‘me’s’ that inevitably takes place by forcing you into a hypnotic trance state there are certain aspects of your essential spiritual presence, determination, abilities, cleverness, skills, intelligence and strengths that comprise your true natural dynamic personality traits are being submerged, omitted, made nothing of, invalidated, neglected, suppressed, denied and punished until these essential personality traits, abilities and their external manifestations are also buried under suppression and the true spiritual you is completely submerged.
Instead of being a high spirited dynamic ball of energy living life passionately in the right place at the right time with the right people living your dreams and visions - you end up in a hypnotic trance state emanating as a manufactured artificial ‘people pleasing,’ ‘approval seeking’ adult identity acting docilely and subserviently, and yet you would deep down inside still try to feel energetic and passionately dynamic.
You often have to reinforce the positive aspects of who you are by telling yourself that you are a good person, an acceptable person, a normal person. Others would tell you, you are normal, and would accept you as a friend, reinforcing and validating your behavior. But inside, something, a major part of your essence, has been squashed - you may also have a vague feeling that something isn’t right, that even though you should be happy, you don’t feel very happy. Much of your dynamic passionate animation, your essential energy, has been lost to the maintenance of agreed-upon consensus of opinion trance state.
Or you may know that lots of things or situations make you resentful or angry but you suppress these moods in order to get the acceptable but terribly untrue answers to these types of introspective questions – ‘Am I acceptable?’ ‘Am I normal?’ ‘Does anyone really like me?’ ‘What is wrong with me, I feel so insecure and so unhappy?’ ‘Is something very wrong I’m not supposed to feel this miserable?’ ‘Why can’t I say what I really mean?’ ‘Why do I hold back?’ ‘Why do I fear communicating to people?’ ‘Why do I act too late or not at all?’ ‘Will they approve of me?’
What is so deadly about this manufacturing automated artificial ‘people pleasing,’ ‘approval seeking’ identities or automated artificial ‘me’s’ to the child is the child lacks the life skills of distinguishing the differences of what is right or wrong, what is good or bad, what is true or false.
At this early stage the child has only its basic learning skill of mimicry; that is to holographically copy what it sees or is told. The child also lacks the skills of literacy, articulation or communication. Thus the child has to take on trust what his absolute life and masters-of-your-mind controllers composed of his parents, allies, teachers, groups or culture ‘approve of’ and deem to be ‘acceptable’ or ‘normal.’
These Cultural situations and ARTIFICIAL ME’s can cause very degraded, very solid poverty mind-sets and a compulsive attraction to Red Zone Games, people and life positions and situations.
Hubbard was right -
(he always was right) - you need to erase the "implanters" that "create you as" one of their robots!
He cleverly made us look everywhere but evaded what was going on in present time - he deliberately dived whole track because he could not or would not confront what he was doing in present time.
The techies know that often clients dive into the past to escape their present time harmful acts.
Any way the only way out if you buy - you were or are wrong - is to start back through the sequence all over again!
Boy did I get that wrong!
Alan
