I remember reading something LRH wrote about.....blows are caused by overts. Since what I saw around me in the COS were people being accused of having overts if something went wrong in their life or if they blew, I assumed the overts belonged to the person who blew. Later on I got to looking at this......blows are caused by overts,......but from what I read, LRH didn't say who's overts, so I got to thinking.....couldn't the overts belong to the COS against the one who blew......the COS ARCXing the staff or pc and the person leaving? I came to this after having auditing forced on me at AOLA....after 3 intensive, which I didn't want, (I finally agreed because I was afraid of being declared if I didn't) (which I had to pay for
), it was all I could do to keep from leaving town. The more they audited me, the worse the urge to leave town. It was horrible. I even wondered if the C/S was an SP. I told them if they didn't stop it, I would be running away. They tried to continue it in qual, but that didn't fly so they eventually stopped it and layed off me, never repairing it or fixing it. They just had a negative view of me from then on ... qual told me I was anti-Scientology....more shit thrown in my face because I didn't agree with their mental abuse. My idea of auditing was, one got better, not worse and it was getting worse by the day. I eventually left LA and AOLA (scared to receive any further service from them) behind and went to Flag, thinking that something was wrong at AOLA and that things would be better at Flag. I was so wrong. It was worse. I wouldn't give them their high demands of money, since I already had services paid for, but they wouldn't let me use them without giving them thousands of dollars more, so I hung around Clearwater for about 10 years thinking that eventually things would get better at Flag. Wrong again. I began seeing the horseshit being pulled on other people on OT6 and 7.....that really opened my eyes and I began to talk to others about it. Flag didn't like that so they offered me a refund, redid my account and charged me full price for past services and gave me back a pitance, to get rid of me. I took it. By this time I was terrified by the COS after what I saw happen to others and just accepted whatever they were willing to give me and then moved away from Clearwater......never to return again. Who's overts?
Aren't most of the people who have been leaving the COS, leaving because the COS has been committing overts on them?
I understand a person can blow because of their own overts, but it seems to me it might be because of the abuse/overts committed on them. No?