Chaosbeckons
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Hey!
Im from Hungary, i dont really want to give out my identity. Im here becouse of ..
Lets see.. Im a yound person with a lot of problems in my life, like many people.. So i decided to get some help. It was Sci. I learned about SP-s, basic study manual, comm training and i started dianetics. It helped me a lot, well i had a totally crazy life befor, maybe if i born 100 years sooner, i were a happy person but im not.. So i got many helps from Sci, but im not totally sure about the truth of Dianetics.. There are so many opened questions about auditing, which im befor, that i fear the whole thing. Thats you i got here to this board. This helped me a lot! I read many thoughts, and they werenot the same! Man thats what i need
Im still not sure that i want auditing and how it totally works, as i see it now is the following: we have the timeline with those energies which are sometimes negative, like agression, and if we run past them many times with auditing, it changes to positive energy.. Man its like i had a partner who listening to my stories, like a psichiater..
Anyway i dont wanna ruin my mind with it so im still a bit feared about it..
As i see Sci now: well they like money, but they give study for it.. The things that are here are really important but im not really sure that its the truth and 100% correct.. maybe then have truth and lie unwoven.. So im opening my eyes and go back there for a while.. While i can profit from it. I dont really think i will go so far, becouse so many things are not passing into the puzzle, and so many parts are missing.
Well thanks for creating this board, i think i will benefit from it for my "survival"
Im from Hungary, i dont really want to give out my identity. Im here becouse of ..
Lets see.. Im a yound person with a lot of problems in my life, like many people.. So i decided to get some help. It was Sci. I learned about SP-s, basic study manual, comm training and i started dianetics. It helped me a lot, well i had a totally crazy life befor, maybe if i born 100 years sooner, i were a happy person but im not.. So i got many helps from Sci, but im not totally sure about the truth of Dianetics.. There are so many opened questions about auditing, which im befor, that i fear the whole thing. Thats you i got here to this board. This helped me a lot! I read many thoughts, and they werenot the same! Man thats what i need
Im still not sure that i want auditing and how it totally works, as i see it now is the following: we have the timeline with those energies which are sometimes negative, like agression, and if we run past them many times with auditing, it changes to positive energy.. Man its like i had a partner who listening to my stories, like a psichiater..Anyway i dont wanna ruin my mind with it so im still a bit feared about it..
As i see Sci now: well they like money, but they give study for it.. The things that are here are really important but im not really sure that its the truth and 100% correct.. maybe then have truth and lie unwoven.. So im opening my eyes and go back there for a while.. While i can profit from it. I dont really think i will go so far, becouse so many things are not passing into the puzzle, and so many parts are missing.
Well thanks for creating this board, i think i will benefit from it for my "survival"
Chaosbeckons! 
