November 1999
I can prove nothing of what happened to me. Consider this total delusion if you want. But in November of 1999, I was drugged, raped, and implanted with the commands that I posted anonymously earlier this year as the OSA Sex-Drug-Hypnosis procedure.
I AM ENDED. It is with great reluctance that I am announcing that the "Pilot" identity was destroyed by OSA and the CofS. But it has been a year now and I have not recovered and there does not seem to be any way out but to abandon it all.
Right now I'm a pitiful shadow of who I was when I wrote Super Scio and Self Clearing. I put those out on the net for free and they will remain there for whomever can use them or get anything out of them. But I am no longer fit to evaluate their contents or further extend the work.
BLACK THETA OPS
I'm not certain about the name, but it reads on an e-meter like dynamite.
It would seem that as a first stage, they try to use OTs to engage in psychic warfare, telepathically implanting enemies or whatever. This is so weak and shallow as to be a joke. Some people in the freezone, including myself, have noticed this, but it is so trivial that everybody shrugs it off with hardly a glance. They really aren't capable of producing OTs that can do anything significant.
I definitely was looking for any Teep or Teek abilities within Scientology and found none. I have observed and experienced far more in the "paranormal" spectrum once I got out.
But beyond this, when they get desperate, there does seem to be the physical use of black dianetics with an upgraded procedure that includes rape and reverse anti-auditing commands in addition to simple PDH.
Apparantly, adding in sex/rape on top of PDH makes a pleasure-pain syndrome that is effective even on a clear because a clear has only blown the force out of the bank and is not really free from all incident chains or abberations. My experience, after endless hours of trying to run the damn thing out, is that it still has effect even after apparantly being erased because the pleasure/pain bundle causes it to compulsively mockup again at a physical level.
Note that the "pleasure/pain" syndrome is known in hypnotherapy because it comes up in hypnotic drug rape cases. They are not very good at handling it but they do know that it makes posthypnotic commands really stick whereas simple PDH seems like an unworkable joke to them as far as long term effects go.
I am somewhat doubtful of this, because I do not believe that any rape victim gets any pleasure (bodily or otherwise) from non-consensual sex, but the trauma attached to such an event is very real.
The OSA implant was completely out of view initially except for some really oddball things around the edges that didn't make any sense. For example, there was a onetime occurance of anal bleeding right afterwards which seemed to me at the time to have had no cause and did not repeat and therefore seemed totally incomprehensible.
At the beginning of January, I posted again despite the implanted orders against it and of course they grabbed me again and repeated the procedure. They had, of course, laid in a command phrase to put me back under again so that it was easy to pick me up subsequent times.
Yes, I do firmly believe that a person who is successfully hypnotised in this fashion can have a deliberate trigger implanted to re-activate the state more easily in the future. Finding and identifying that trigger can destroy it.
The platen I published was the consistent part of the incident (they got me a total of 3 times and had some sort of command sheet that they used every time). In addition to this were unique commands aimed at me specifically plus background dialogue plus the constant crap on the TV which they turned on purpousfully to fill the incident with additional chatter to hide the contents.
It was loaded with suicide commands among other things and I was fighting those endlessly during the earlier part of this year but I always managed to circumvent them somehow since it did not actually make sense to me analytically.
It wasn't until July that I got my hands on the incident itself and managed to list out that SDH implanted command platen (and I did that very carefully on a meter, everything read cleanly and consistently).
Even without the PDH, Scientology is about programming people, and while I had no difficulty in preparing my email to Senator Xenophon, when I approached the local MP's office to give proper contact details, I was shaking so badly that I could barely write anything legible.
Whenever I try and post, the whole thing turns on again at maximum temporarily, including shaking fits, suicidal urges, and a sexual desperation that is beyond description.
Is this sexual "desperation" an overwhelming NEED for sex, or an overwhelming FEAR of it?
I don't think that anyone, even those close to me, have really understood how bad its been this year. A night and day shift from being a major player to becoming a broken piece lying on the battlefield.
The whole Pilot business and Scientology and research and posting to the net are just loaded and messed up with endless hypnotic commands implanted by OSA.
And they want me to kill myself.
(Ken says perhaps this was done to Lisa McPherson.)
But if this is true, then CofS itself is implanting people and has become that which it pretends to fight.
Scientology's enemy targets as defined by Hubbard are purely arbitrary. It is the same technique that Hitler used--targetting the Jews was an arbitrary decision to "unite" the Nazi's, and so Scientologists are "united" in the targetting of Psychs, CIA etc..
Post to internet by Ken Ogger aka The Pilot
Note:
Yes - they practice Black NOTs on people.
Anything can be BLACK or WHITE depending on the intent of its use. Even before I encountered $cn, I could hypnotise a voluntary subject, and I used the same logic as a computer programmer, i.e., one must ensure that there are no conflicts or "crash loops". A BLACK program would deliberately contain such conflicts and "crash loops" in order to cause futher confusion, e.g.:
:LOOP
Commit Suicide
Repeat LOOP
That you have successfully identified bogus commands means you may eventually find your way out of this mess. "The Pilot" is only suppressed. He will re-emerge!
RPX
PS: When you read the trauma that Carmel suffered at the hands of OSA being forced to answer "auditing" questions when only the answer they wanted would suffice, there is no doubt in my mind that you have been subjected to something grossly inappropriate. She fought it off, so can you.
Sometimes I think we run into another who is a carrier who is contaged with the purpose to DESTROY others who are expanding. The INTENTION which is live is what needs to be pervaded. THEIR incident of being implanted with this is probably the heavy. .
