Thank you all for reading my story
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FTS, I'm sorry I made you cry. If only I could reach you a hankerchief and give you a hug ! It may please you to know, that the little bundle on the floor is a bright and beautiful young lady now!![]()
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After we blew, we got our second babygirl and soon after, the 2 girls got their beloved brother! A lot of happyness, but nevertheless, a big big struggle on becoming a family, me and my husband becoming parents, me becoming a mother, building up an existence for all of us and - that was the biggest problem of all - keeping Scientology away from us.
OMG, that is so sad. As a mother, as a human being, I cry when I read stories like this.![]()
Sorry I dont have another word for it. This thread is overrestimulative for me. Memories I had hoped to forget. My childhood, and the abortions.
But I keep coming back to this thread.
Hi Bea!!!
One of the issues I have with SCN is the idea of "restimulation". As if we can't handle the past! Find someone who will shaddup and listen, and say whatever you damn well please. You have an immense opportunity here to grow. Don't blow it!
I wish I could remember it all. And tell it all. those early years are hard for me to remember. I just remember it through what others here on this thread are saying.
What they are saying is TRUE.
Keep it coming. It needs to be said.
Sorry I dont have another word for it. This thread is overrestimulative for me. Memories I had hoped to forget. My childhood, and the abortions.
But I keep coming back to this thread.