Just as a preface to this story I am going to include as much detail as humanely possible without revealing my possible identity to the church (never got declared and still have family who i would rather not disconnect from). It begins as any other typical sea org story. I was introduced to scientology in the very formative stages of my adolescence. How I describe it to others is picture being a child who is very eager to learn, generally happy, has very little problems with communicating with people and can sell roughly 5 copies of DMSMH (my memory is a bit fuzzy, I was eleven), has multiple families members on staff as well a family in high ranking with the IAS; a sea org recruiter's SLAM DUNK. Upon being manipulated by high ranking executives playing to my positive attributes and how i can affect millions of people by joining the sea org and save the world from the 2.5%e'rs. He literally said to me that if I and some made-up number of scientologist have to join the SO and significantly turn around the state of the world it will not be destroyed and we as thetans receive yet another implant on our whole track. I was told that with my IQ and ability as an auditor, trs, study tech etc. that i could be a very influential person in the high ranks of his organization. BULLSHIT. But i was so fucking excited to join the SO change the world with all the rest of my friends who got duped and exploited for cheap labor, just the idea of being apart of the most ethical organization in the world tickled my fancy. Unfortunately upon entry of the epf this idea about the ethics level of the SO exposed itself very early when me and my fellow comm-runnning epfs were sorting telexs, krs, chits and all that fun stuff where i ran across a knowledge report of someone i know to be very ethical had sexually involved themselves with a recruitee while being married. I told myself that everyone has a case and a bank so it was justified. Just days after completing the epf i got posted as a glorified gopher in div 4 and then observed a high ranking official screaming at a woman who was also an exec but the mans junior. lady was about 65 and sweet as can be. he called her stupid fucking c**t and that should be comm eved and rpfed. This to me was a bit troubling, definitely more troubling than the last incident but i had to inquire. So decided to ask a girl who finished the epf with me but was re routed off of it from the cmo epf. She explained to me how it was something that i couldn't understand because they were OT and higher toned than we were as pre-clear. While it appeared to be that they were operating sub 2.0 really they were up at 40. Just a side note, this is very common practice in scientology that I wasn't aware of at the time but they love handling bad pr with more scientology tech that doesnt fully address the issue but they use it as a way to manipulation though by creating realizations from tech associated with the issue at hand. there is always a policy or hcob somewhere that can justify even the most harmful of acts on another by a staff or sea org member.
Im sorry for the pause in the story but i gotta go to work folks! start here and if there are any questions when I login i would be more than happy to answer them and i will continue the story.
Im sorry for the pause in the story but i gotta go to work folks! start here and if there are any questions when I login i would be more than happy to answer them and i will continue the story.