I will certainly do that, Jenni. Unfortunately, I will be travelling during the operation, but am trusting that all will go well. I was hoping to be there in case she needed me after the surgery, but that is impossible now. Still, I will talk to her as soon as I can. If anything bad happened to her I truly wonder how I would cope. Sometimes I wonder how I managed the first fifty years of my life without her. So I am holding my breath because it's an operation, but it will be great for her to have this surgery so I am excited about it also.
I miss you, too, and am hoping we can catch up while I'm there. I just had to get away from my current living situation for a while. It isn't healthy for my self-esteem in so many ways, or my peace of mind. I am excited about studying again, although I am not looking forward to the stress of it.
In other news, my ESMB friend Lori has finally talked me into meeting one of her friends on a blind date. Gaaaah! Plus I told my ex about that, so I am feeling like my life is starting to move forward in baby steps. I look at where I was a year ago, where I failed every subject from the pain and the grief, after never failing a subject before, and I think I have come a long way. Your love helped with that along with so many others here.
Huge love and hugs to you. The world always feels like a much better place knowing you're in it.
Much love,
Purple
xoxox-->infinity and one!