we didnt do skype, i made dinner twice and did two loads of laundry, thanks to my hands free uber quiet headphones.Again, so lovely and so touching
LOL! Well, you know that you are!! Not that I am....
Did you see her, Denise? Isn't she beautiful?
thank-you purple...for the compliment
Again, so lovely and so touching
today it was cool in the morning, you know how the seasons change ever so slowly? i felt the fall in the air (okay, maybe i am stretching it here
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qVi0UvFu8Yo&desktop_uri=/watch?v=qVi0UvFu8Yo
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I really liked that song and that video. It made me feel so warm and so mellow.
Again, so lovely and so touching
LOL! Well, you know that you are!! Not that I am....
Did you see her, Denise? Isn't she beautiful?
I didn't see her with my eyes but I sure did feel her. Such a glow!
And, yes, she is beautiful.
OK well I just got another picture from my daughter that I really wanted to share.
It affects me like the earlier one I put on here of them sitting and looking out at the mountains. Like the first one, this is pure magic to me.
My great loves.....
Indeed it would be wonderful for the three of us to get together!
But you know, we will be together when you come to my place and share what you two made for me. Without a doubt she will be with us.
And I do really look forward to helping you "Purple New England" next month.
Indeed it would be wonderful for the three of us to get together!
But you know, we will be together when you come to my place and share what you two made for me. Without a doubt she will be with us.
And I do really look forward to helping you "Purple New England" next month.
I was writing this to somebody earlier and it occurred to me that I really haven't shared it the way it should be shared. I should probably cross-post it to my Purpling America thread even. But when I got back my mum said, you know, "You've changed!!" and I heard her talking to my sister on the telephone saying how she had such mixed feelings about me leaving but I was so much happier when I got back, like I was not the same person who left, because of all those "wonderful people".
And I just really wanted to share that, what difference she has noticed in me - my whole outlook on life - my whole sense of self after purpling america. So I think somehow America "purpled" me, if that makes sense.
it totally makes sense... i remember the last time i went to arizona. i spent a month in sedona by myself, i had almost forgotten completely how it felt to just be on my own. it really was so nice, and to meet new people, just dare i say, in a new unit of time. i love that feeling.
are you comming to stay in america, or are things up in the air purple stlye? there i go crashing denises thread again
i remember when my girl vega was asked in pre-school; "what do you want to be when you grow up?" and she said; "A BIRTHDAY GIRL!". out lf the mouthes of babes. BIRTHDAY GIRL, best profession ever, lol.
it totally makes sense... i remember the last time i went to arizona. i spent a month in sedona by myself, i had almost forgotten completely how it felt to just be on my own. it really was so nice, and to meet new people, just dare i say, in a new unit of time. i love that feeling.
are you comming to stay in america, or are things up in the air purple stlye? there i go crashing denises thread again
i remember when my girl vega was asked in pre-school; "what do you want to be when you grow up?" and she said; "A BIRTHDAY GIRL!". out lf the mouthes of babes. BIRTHDAY GIRL, best profession ever, lol.
Well, my immigrant visa has been issued and I am booked to arrive in New Hampshire at midnight August 5. I will stay with Denise and go along with her to the SP party in Connecticut which finishes August 11 I think. And yes, I am so jealous of their road trip!! It is such a cool idea - so American!!
So I honestly don't know what I will do after the SP party. At some stage I will have to make my way back to North Carolina where most of my stuff is in storage. But that's weird as well - to not be with my ex but still kind of in contact with him is quite weird and destabilising.
Like I think, maybe I could do this, and then I think, no, he wouldn't approve. Then I think but I'm nearly fifty and we've been broken up for four months - although we did do the wild thing a few times when I stayed there. But we didn't un-breakup or anything. We both knew it was still over. So, yeah, I don't know. It's all terribly confusing. It was good to do that and realise well I'm not in love with him now - and it was kind of hot because I just didn't care anymore if he thought I was a "slut" or whatever. But why do I still feel answerable to him, like a child in kindergarten? Why do I still care if he respects me or not?
These are the questions that have been haunting me the last few days as I try to decide what to do next, along witham I serious about this... what the HELL am I doing??
Well, my immigrant visa has been issued and I am booked to arrive in New Hampshire at midnight August 5. I will stay with Denise and go along with her to the SP party in Connecticut which finishes August 11 I think. And yes, I am so jealous of their road trip!! It is such a cool idea - so American!!
So I honestly don't know what I will do after the SP party. At some stage I will have to make my way back to North Carolina where most of my stuff is in storage. But that's weird as well - to not be with my ex but still kind of in contact with him is quite weird and destabilising.
Like I think, maybe I could do this, and then I think, no, he wouldn't approve. Then I think but I'm nearly fifty and we've been broken up for four months - although we did do the wild thing a few times when I stayed there. But we didn't un-breakup or anything. We both knew it was still over. So, yeah, I don't know. It's all terribly confusing. It was good to do that and realise well I'm not in love with him now - and it was kind of hot because I just didn't care anymore if he thought I was a "slut" or whatever. But why do I still feel answerable to him, like a child in kindergarten? Why do I still care if he respects me or not?
These are the questions that have been haunting me the last few days as I try to decide what to do next, along with
Purple you will always have my place to stay whenever you need it. So if you need to figure things out about what to do after the SP Party, you can stay here until you figure it out. And you can stay as long as you want and can come back as often as you want. I work mornings usually and am often back by the afternoon. Just know that no matter what happens, you will always have a safe place to stay when you need it or want it.
You are answerable only to yourself, and certainly not to any man.
I do look forward to the chats we will have.
Oh and here you go Purple and IPT, some female magic to share with you
The woods and the night, especially in the second song starting around 4:00, oh my:
[video=youtube;tE9xYUmPaZ0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tE9xYUmPaZ0[/video]
Purple you will always have my place to stay whenever you need it. So if you need to figure things out about what to do after the SP Party, you can stay here until you figure it out. And you can stay as long as you want and can come back as often as you want. I work mornings usually and am often back by the afternoon. Just know that no matter what happens, you will always have a safe place to stay when you need it or want it.
You are answerable only to yourself, and certainly not to any man.
I do look forward to the chats we will have.
Oh and here you go Purple and IPT, some female magic to share with you
The woods and the night, especially in the second song starting around 4:00, oh my:
[video=youtube;tE9xYUmPaZ0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tE9xYUmPaZ0[/video]
Sorry it took me so long to reply but I was alternately pacing around my mum's lounge room and dancing to your faery music, which was so sweet and lovely by the way!
Well, wow!!!!! Gosh, what can I say about your most generous offer except thank you so much!!
I would never want to abuse it, but I do feel like I have a safety net there now as I step out onto that tightrope, and that makes me feel so much better - I can't tell you.
Psychologically it does give me a bit of breathing space while I search for a job and for somewhere to live.
Oh, far out, I love you!!
to you ALL 
Also, the other one I liked only had
OK well I just got another picture from my daughter that I really wanted to share.
It affects me like the earlier one I put on here of them sitting and looking out at the mountains. Like the first one, this is pure magic to me.
My great loves.....
Some of my glass winged fairies
I love that music, too, Denise! Sooo great chatting with you today.
I'm sorry to be late to this thread....I've been "stuck" in a MAJOR problem
that FINALLY got fixed, yesterday...so phew for that. Now time to
Also, thanks for the great links re clothing: I bought 2 blouses today
and yup---we'll be twins w/ one, and that's fine with me. Purple is a color
many of us love and share.
3 colors---so I figured I'd best just order vs looking some more. After ordering
I went back: Now only 2 colors of it! So I got the last "rose" one.
I wish I was able to come to the East Coast SP Party and hang with you all.
Unfortunately the problem I finally just fixed took all the savings I had for
that trip. Ahhhh life! Thankfully, then there are you all
My best,
Tory/Magoo
Tory, it was so wonderful chatting with you, as always. And I knew you would love that place for the tops. IPT is the one who showed it to Purple and I.
I love you
I have to rush to bed but Purple check your PMs. You and Nancy Many and I are going to have a pajama party one of the nights.
