I have been reading alot on this site for a long time. I get the need to talk about what we have been though. But what comes next. I have to say I really enjoy my family. I get to enjoy my children. I know there is no way this would have have been able to enjoy this before. I truly find that I love life. I am a lucky girl!! I hope you all are finding the best things in life. Please share the things that you love in life now that you are "clear" of the cult.