smartone
My Own Boss
smartone´s avatar is smoking hot already, I can´t stop staring at her beautiful and bare neck.....
woow! I discovered your magik ink.....you pervert !
What's all this chitty-chatty stuff about me

smartone´s avatar is smoking hot already, I can´t stop staring at her beautiful and bare neck.....
woow! I discovered your magik ink.....you pervert !

What's all this chitty-chatty stuff about me![]()
What's all this chitty-chatty stuff about me![]()
You haven´t felt The Great Zorg OT XII solid stare at you ?
He has discovered you are the Fifth Element, and wants you to fulfill his perverted purpose in this universe.
Don´t worry, I´m already protecting you from that evil.

Try harder. I want her stoned!![]()
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(take a bow all you Anons!
), but I still WANT MY ESMB!!!! DAMMIT!!! 






Am I the ONLY one having small panic attacks about ESMB not being here????<snip>
But seriously really? REALLY?
ESMB is turning the lights out?
I am in complete denial.![]()
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Am I the ONLY one having small panic attacks about ESMB not being here???? I am having serious issues with the idea of loosing this place. Loosing the ONE place I can still go to, to rant and rave about this cult - to tell people the good news going on in my family....people who KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN THERE.
I mean it. I was SO lost before ESMB. It was the place I went to for help in gaining stability in my life when I started to wake up and NEEDED someone to talk to but still was so very afraid.
So what if I now have a network of Ex's on the outside, so what if I have reconnected to people I knew when I was on staff and really, really "in". And YES - I have my family, thank you ESMB for all you all did to contribute to that(take a bow all you Anons!
), but I still WANT MY ESMB!!!! DAMMIT!!!
Who's with me????
I ain't rich, but I have and will continue to donate!!! Freakin' come ON!!!! AHHHHGGGGGAAAAGGGGGAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
lol - I feel better now.
But seriously really? REALLY?
ESMB is turning the lights out?
I am in complete denial.![]()
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ESMB is a place, a great place indeed, and a place that should continue, but we are not held in this place to be who we are only here.
Wherever there is a place for us to talk there is where we and the others who will show up will be free to speak.
Our existence is not here, it is within us and wherever we go to do it now.
With a vacuum to fill there will be something to replace the void.
I am free, join wherever freedom finds itself in the future to carry on as we do, if not here, then wherever it is that houses us together.
ESMB is a place, a great place indeed, and a place that should continue, but we are not held in this place to be who we are only here.
Wherever there is a place for us to talk there is where we and the others who will show up will be free to speak.
Our existence is not here, it is within us and wherever we go to do it now.
With a vacuum to fill there will be something to replace the void.
I am free, join wherever freedom finds itself in the future to carry on as we do, if not here, then wherever it is that houses us together.
Oh wow. That is *truly* beautiful.
Thank you.
and if that doesn't work???
LMAO
Yes it is. . . . and such an ironic contrast to the screen name "Mest Lover"
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Try harder. I want her stoned!![]()
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the gang is still here and there will be no end to
and 

Am I the ONLY one having small panic attacks about ESMB not being here???? I am having serious issues with the idea of loosing this place. Loosing the ONE place I can still go to, to rant and rave about this cult - to tell people the good news going on in my family....people who KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE THEY HAVE BEEN THERE.
I mean it. I was SO lost before ESMB. It was the place I went to for help in gaining stability in my life when I started to wake up and NEEDED someone to talk to but still was so very afraid.
So what if I now have a network of Ex's on the outside, so what if I have reconnected to people I knew when I was on staff and really, really "in". And YES - I have my family, thank you ESMB for all you all did to contribute to that(take a bow all you Anons!
), but I still WANT MY ESMB!!!! DAMMIT!!!
Who's with me????
I ain't rich, but I have and will continue to donate!!! Freakin' come ON!!!! AHHHHGGGGGAAAAGGGGGAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
lol - I feel better now.
But seriously really? REALLY?
ESMB is turning the lights out?
I am in complete denial.![]()
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Thank you very much Natascha!No we are not turning out the lights. Lights are staying ON<snip>
No we are not turning out the lights. Lights are staying ONthe gang is still here and there will be no end to
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NataschaSo the whiners get a PM?Where's my PM???
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