Ancient spirit of man
Patron
I got involved in Africa years ago and alter jopined the sea org at Saint Hill probably about 14/15 years as full time tech trainee.I joined knowing full well that I had consumed LSD but thought that should not stop me as this way I could go OT3 straight away.
This was about the time that Bruce Perry was there and I mention him as I have seen he is on other posts and I too have also discovered that he was now declared a SP,I was surprised by this as I thought if anyone would be it would have been his wife as I felt the need to strangle here on many occassions.
After some time of living in appalling accommodation without even basic hygiene facilities and being paid maybe £3.50 per week my interest began to fade and I started to recognise myself as not being part of a worthy worldwide cause but actually smack bang centre in a cult.
On many occassions I heard sea org members discussing ot3 and Xenu on a regular basis and quickly came to grips that there was a lot of bullshit up ahead.
I decided to leave and used my LSD as an excuse and left the sea org accordingly but was recruited by a small org in Brighton which was just the pits,as soon as I was recruited out of the sea org I was able to study full time but the sea org dropped me like a hat and I was kicked out of the lodgings without time to find an alternative ad was also abandoned at 3 bridges station for an afternoon.
I had enough by now,it was Xmas and the c.s. in the academy refused to allow me to go for Xmas so I said stuff you and walked out and sat inthe refectory at Saint Hill waiting for a lift,during this time another CS came up to me and uttered that he would ask security to prevent me from leaving....that was it,I was on my way...told then to stuff it and apart from teling the MAA at the time where to go, I never communicated with them at all ever.
15 years later by pure chance I moved back in to the Sussex area from London and decided as a lot of time had passed and there were now the revisions then maybe allwas just out-tech previously and maybe I should give it another go.
I got on to the basics and initially it was not too bad except a little noisey butthis progressed to the stage that the whole academy was like a zoo with people charging through like in a pub,chatting away banging down stone demo kits,what idiot came up with that one?........any way I finished some courses none the less but eventually became so distracted by the noise in the academy even from the cs that I decided to writea report out in the hallway....what a mistake that was.
I literally commented that the academy was supposed to be a quiet place where you can concentrate and not be permanenty distracted by other people bellowing,shouting and screaming,slidng doors and just driving me nuts.
As a result I eventually got a sarcastic reply basically telling me off and that the academy wasa theta environment and that I needed to goto ethics,i replied by saying what about the fact that it is too noisey in here to study?....no response.
I got sent to ethics where I met the most rude and iritating MAA who had her head so far up her a**e it was not funny.
I completed theethics cycle and just thought f*** it,I aint going back,its worse than ever,too noisey,its run by idiots and teenagers who have not even done TR's,I get hassled by emails constantly,sea org turning up at the door at all hours and with a constatnt barrage of people standing outside the org wearing Guys Fawkes masks...its got worse not better.
I have also lived with an OT8 recently during the past couple of years who I personally think is total nuts and cant control anything let alone a mest world,so as for me,I am out....its total BS
This was about the time that Bruce Perry was there and I mention him as I have seen he is on other posts and I too have also discovered that he was now declared a SP,I was surprised by this as I thought if anyone would be it would have been his wife as I felt the need to strangle here on many occassions.
After some time of living in appalling accommodation without even basic hygiene facilities and being paid maybe £3.50 per week my interest began to fade and I started to recognise myself as not being part of a worthy worldwide cause but actually smack bang centre in a cult.
On many occassions I heard sea org members discussing ot3 and Xenu on a regular basis and quickly came to grips that there was a lot of bullshit up ahead.
I decided to leave and used my LSD as an excuse and left the sea org accordingly but was recruited by a small org in Brighton which was just the pits,as soon as I was recruited out of the sea org I was able to study full time but the sea org dropped me like a hat and I was kicked out of the lodgings without time to find an alternative ad was also abandoned at 3 bridges station for an afternoon.
I had enough by now,it was Xmas and the c.s. in the academy refused to allow me to go for Xmas so I said stuff you and walked out and sat inthe refectory at Saint Hill waiting for a lift,during this time another CS came up to me and uttered that he would ask security to prevent me from leaving....that was it,I was on my way...told then to stuff it and apart from teling the MAA at the time where to go, I never communicated with them at all ever.
15 years later by pure chance I moved back in to the Sussex area from London and decided as a lot of time had passed and there were now the revisions then maybe allwas just out-tech previously and maybe I should give it another go.
I got on to the basics and initially it was not too bad except a little noisey butthis progressed to the stage that the whole academy was like a zoo with people charging through like in a pub,chatting away banging down stone demo kits,what idiot came up with that one?........any way I finished some courses none the less but eventually became so distracted by the noise in the academy even from the cs that I decided to writea report out in the hallway....what a mistake that was.
I literally commented that the academy was supposed to be a quiet place where you can concentrate and not be permanenty distracted by other people bellowing,shouting and screaming,slidng doors and just driving me nuts.
As a result I eventually got a sarcastic reply basically telling me off and that the academy wasa theta environment and that I needed to goto ethics,i replied by saying what about the fact that it is too noisey in here to study?....no response.
I got sent to ethics where I met the most rude and iritating MAA who had her head so far up her a**e it was not funny.
I completed theethics cycle and just thought f*** it,I aint going back,its worse than ever,too noisey,its run by idiots and teenagers who have not even done TR's,I get hassled by emails constantly,sea org turning up at the door at all hours and with a constatnt barrage of people standing outside the org wearing Guys Fawkes masks...its got worse not better.
I have also lived with an OT8 recently during the past couple of years who I personally think is total nuts and cant control anything let alone a mest world,so as for me,I am out....its total BS