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I also have a son still 'in', who I cannot reach.
I also feel guilty for having caused the whole $cientology episode, but its too late for that, he is 'in' and I'm out.
Will he ever get to see the world we see, or continue to perceive it thru Hubbardian eyes.
I'm also a degraded being in their eyes, like you mentioend too.
It all sounds so familiar.
This madness must stop....
I am SO sorry for your pain. It's just such insanity
I wish all of in this position could just get together and hang out. It's so weird--even when someone asks a simple question like "What does your son do?", what the hell do you say?