Where do I begin? Well it stated over 20 years ago when I read Dianetics. I was curious. I tried book one auditing I got wins out of it. I joined staff at the NY org. (big mistake) I did the bulk mail department. (bigger mistake). I even got a book one release. Then I got scientology auditing got wins out of it too. Then when they tried to get me to join the sea org. I refused (big win). Things started going wrong. people kept blowing staff. Then I was the only one doing the bulk mail department. I got fed up and blew. What did it for me was when my senior got comm-eved on purpose because there was 6 months left on the contract. They almost runied me moneywise. But I am glad I got out of there. It hurt for a while but iI lived throught it. Then few years later when I saw the Time magazine story about what happen to noah lottic. I thought to myself throught the grace of God that could have been me. Thats the short story. Feel free to ask me any question. I am glad I am here!