Hi everyone!

[nyunknown]

Where do I begin? Well it stated over 20 years ago when I read Dianetics. I was curious. I tried book one auditing I got wins out of it. I joined staff at the NY org. (big mistake) I did the bulk mail department. (bigger mistake). I even got a book one release. Then I got scientology auditing got wins out of it too. Then when they tried to get me to join the sea org. I refused (big win). Things started going wrong. people kept blowing staff. Then I was the only one doing the bulk mail department. I got fed up and blew. What did it for me was when my senior got comm-eved on purpose because there was 6 months left on the contract. They almost runied me moneywise. But I am glad I got out of there. It hurt for a while but iI lived throught it. Then few years later when I saw the Time magazine story about what happen to noah lottic. I thought to myself throught the grace of God that could have been me. Thats the short story. Feel free to ask me any question. I am glad I am here!

 

[Good twin]

WELCOME!!!​

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[nexus100]

Welcome, NY! I hear there's a big city back there somewhere.

 

[byte301]

and

We're glad you're here too!!

Did you know John Carmichael? There's a pretty funny video of him around here somewhere!

 

[Div6]

Welcome NYUnknown.

Unfortunately that sounds all too typical. Is there ANYONE that has come to a good end after involvement with the CoS?

 

[Kathy (ImOut)]

Welcome.

Share as you feel the need.

 

[nyunknown]

I knew him breifly. I saw the video did not know him well. Its pretty funny. I did not know what kind of a low class jerk he is. Is he the ED there now?

 

[Voltaire's Child]

Welcome!

 

[byte301]

I knew him breifly. I saw the video did not know him well. Its pretty funny. I did not know what kind of a low class jerk he is. Is he the ED there now?

I don't know if he's the ED or not. I'm sure someone here knows what post he holds. He's a busy man I gather.

 

[Boldgirl]

We are so glad to have you here....

we have parties of agreement, parties of disagreements, brawls, kissing sessions....you name it....it's here !

See you in the thick of things...on the threads!

Welcome !

 

[Wisened One]

Hey, ! Please tell more of your story, sometime!

I one time manned the front line for a few hours at NY Org....(Div 6).

I even gave a book one session to a walk-in there....creepy old place!

 

[Iknowtoomuch]

Welcome to ESMB!

You'll find all kinds of interesting views on this site. Enjoy!

 

[nyunknown]

We are so glad to have you here....

we have parties of agreement, parties of disagreements, brawls, kissing sessions....you name it....it's here !

See you in the thick of things...on the threads!

Welcome !

Thanks boldgirl! I like to party too! I don't brawl ,kissing is good for me and
ahhh-! Wait a minute this is not a dating site is it? LOL. Excuse me I have to go back to my tardis.

 

[nyunknown]

Hey, ! Please tell more of your story, sometime!

I one time manned the front line for a few hours at NY Org....(Div 6).

I even gave a book one session to a walk-in there....creepy old place!

Really when were you there? I was there from late 1986 until early 1988. I don't want to mention names. I am sure most of these belivers of ZENU are not there anymore except one creep.

 

[nyunknown]

Hey, ! Please tell more of your story, sometime!

I one time manned the front line for a few hours at NY Org....(Div 6).

I even gave a book one session to a walk-in there....creepy old place!

Ok a little bit at a time. I like to move on put the past where it belongs. The reasons why I can here at last I can chat and even relate to people who have gone through what I went through even worse.

 

[sandygirl]

Welcome NYunown!!

Unfortunatly a staff contract can ruin any wins someone gets when they first get into $cio!!! Its the same story time and again.....

Glad to have you here!

 

[nyunknown]

Welcome NYunown!!

Unfortunatly a staff contract can ruin any wins someone gets when they first get into $cio!!! Its the same story time and again.....

Glad to have you here!

Thanks sandygirl NYunown? I like that. I recalled when I was there it never ceased to amaze me how some staff members where there for like 10, 15, or over 20 years. While 99 percent of new people who joined left in less than a year. Looking back I guess the biggest stats these orgs where interested in was not audting hours but freeloader debt! I own quite a lot with all the audting I had. Well if they want it let them wait for a billion years, I am sure the interest will be quite large!

 

[Iknowtoomuch]

Thanks sandygirl NYunown? I like that. I recalled when I was there it never ceased to amaze me how some staff members where there for like 10, 15, or over 20 years. While 99 percent of new people who joined left in less than a year. Looking back I guess the biggest stats these orgs where interested in was not audting hours but freeloader debt! I own quite a lot with all the audting I had. Well if they want it let them wait for a billion years, I am sure the interest will be quite large!

Considering they have yet to have a real past life clear and verify it, you'd be off the hook next life time.
In fact I found it quite funny that many people in the SO (even in the tech areas) had doubts that there really was past lives. I know this from talking to people and seeig others reactions to people originations. :confused2:

 

[degraded being]

Hello nyuknown.

 

[Giuseppe]

... many people in the SO (even in the tech areas) had doubts that there really was past lives. ...

To end and darkness is Giuseppe's greatest fear. Alone in the not-beingness forevermore.

Scary shit indeed for those of us who have grown up in the middle of it.

Giuseppe takes solace in the fact that more than 50% of the world believes in reincarnation. Mother nature recycles everything - even beingness.

The idea of heaven and hell is stupid. Sorry to offend you, but it is true. Who will maintain such a place? The heaven RPF? Where does the sewage go? What about the trash? Does your guardian angel have laser vision and as-is all of the trash as you throw it down? Who is this angel, and what did he do wrong to get that suck-job?

Most people's heaven probably consist of sexual pleasures, if you believe Freud or LRH's paint-picture of a run-of-the-mill wog.

Any pain endured in hell would be tolerable and maybe even enjoyable after a few hundred years.

Boredom would be a factor in both places . Have you ever spent a month inside Disneyland park? It really turns into hell after a few days. I expect heaven to be much the same way.

In any case, Giuseppe doesn't think those two places exist. There can only be nothingness (destroyed spirit), or reincarnation (recycled spirit). Karma can play a roll to determine if you come back as the Dali-llama happy person or a shit-eating bacterium, depending on how many children you raped , or how many cures for cancer you funded .