Hi Pepin,
I had to read your post several times through for a few reasons. One is that, although many of the concepts you bring up are quite deep, they are in a Scn framework
That's curious. My big spiritual awakening and description of it occurred more than a year before I stepped into an org.
I suppose you refer to my mention of MEST. In this venue, it seemed an accurate descrition of Space/Time and all the stuff in it.
With that in mind, it may be good to realize I will not regurgitate anything that is told as fact or fiction from scientology. I will however, describe what I observed from a higher point of view.
My view/beliefs:
Nobody is trapped. I most certainly am not.
Oh I agree, WE all choose.
I have written in other posts that I made a conscious decision to decide to take on another body and do another lifetime. I recall my considerations and the debate I had with myself as clear as I recall yesterdays breakfast.
That being said, it is the IDEA of a trap that people can buy into.
I bought into the idea. I even planned my life with helpers because of the idea and fear that I was going to forget the previous lifetime and all my knowledge.
Sure, I bought into the idea of forgetting.
It is good to remember.
As far as having enough attention, bodies, etc. I understand your point. But the body is made up of living cells, organs, functions. The most joyous moments of my life were not outside of it, but being fully here, right now,
Some people suggest that there is an either or to having a spiritual viewpoint or that of a body. Why?
Does not the same spirit have the same joyous moments with the body while also keeping the spiritual viewpoint? The physical senses do not stop and they are merely added. Likewise, a body is very limited in it's ability to perceive.
From my point of view, a person can be MORE here and have MORE of a joyous moment. Moreover, someone who is more aware is in fact experiencing more moments to be joyous about.
VERY aware - of everything around me.
I too was very aware. I was aware of people walking outside the home, I was aware of many submoments. Then ............... I woke up!
I became more aware and realized what I thought was "very aware" was very asleep in comparison.
Even now, most people believe me to be very aware. I can sense future events, people in proximity, I can touch the heart of a person and help them be more aware.
Compared to what I know is awake and aware, I am in a coma.
I love hearing the eloquent way you describe your viewpoint. You give me interesting ideas that will help me with the book I am writing on "waking up"
~p