Since I came her and read about every threads\topics I could find, providing immensely amount of informations about Hubtubs,
I ask to myself how such a men can become so narcissist and pervert - even before he felt into the hypnosis and black magic stuff
two thing got my attention though
1) what he tgought about his mom - his bad comments about her and stories that could have b een made up (found in bed with another wowan)
2) his encountering with Snake Thompson when he was 12-13 - Thomson mentored him and 'thaught'' him hypnosis (put aside with his notes about being introduce to masturbation at this age - and his OCD about dick not standing tall when facing beautifull women...''
I have a strong impression that LRH
1) had a deep contempt about women
2) and were probably abused by Snake thompson who might probably took forbidden opportunaties opened up with hypnosis - I think Snake sneaked in LRH shorts and within his mind .
I am certain LRH had something wrong going on in his childhood to turn him out so narcissist with such lack of with self-esteem!
It's often observed that poople who abuse others have been abused. Their pattern of lessening their suffering is to abuse.
I would have like that we could know the whole story in order to end up the cycle with all the clues to understand the why of the what!:confused2: