Thanks.
Kids are fine.They are 10,8 and 6 now,all in school. The yongest one lives with her dad and half siblings.My ex-stepkids live with their mother and I'm taking art lessons now
I'm glad you re-wrote it because, even though I am no longer a scientologist, it is always difficult for me to read when a person is discussing case stuff and there is nothing one can do from a distance like this but ignore it or acknowledge it - harder still if one does not share the same reality as the other - so the ack can be misconstrued as agreement or disagreement- one way or the other. It does not help anyone to invalidate. But as you consider yourself still a scientologist, I am happy you have found comfort and support in the FZ and independent field instead of the church, as they are the people who can help you keep your attention off your case outside session per the tech that you love - having support is so necessary for anyone trying to live life and juggle the responsibilities of being a parent. Planet Parenthood is a universe even LRH knew ( and wrote ) so little of,-that's why there was so little support available when everything was going on down at Flag. Can you imagine if you'd been ordered by Flag to go off and raise your children to the best of your ability, to be a good parent and seek help where ever it was available, instead of being shunned? Well, you are doing it without CoS help and with support and every now and then give yourself a pat on the back for persevering and being a good mom, especially if there is no one around to give you one.
And thanks for the link on the Physical Domestic Violence Pie Chart ( which everyone needs to read IMHO). Many years ago I gave a friend of mine the only paper copy I had of it and later there were times I wished I'd had a copy to give out to a person in need - now I have one thanks to you
I think it's perfect that you are taking art lessions because you have a way, then to uniquely and creatively express yourself and explore futures beyond the everyday stresses. Good for you on what you have accomplished.
Mary