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I don't care anymore. I'm proud to be OUT

there's always hope. was in for 42 years, mid ot-7, very devoted. now am completely out. madman or messiah is an excellent book; also recommend it.

the point is you never know with people. i became involved in a unique circumstance and ended up out, out, out. very fast. took a week and a half from start to finish. amazing. 42 years offset by 10 days. who wudda thought?

-42
 
She knows I can't stand scn but we keep things civil. She tries not to use too much terminology around me but just now she told me my new twins are stuck in their last life time. My husband and I are trying to get out but the job market sucks and one of my twins was born with a heart condition that has already given him 6 surgeries. He's 4 months old. I'm hoping I can sit down soon and tell my story. It's very interesting and could definitely sell. I just gotta get outta here first <3
 

TG1

Angelic Poster
there's always hope. was in for 42 years, mid ot-7, very devoted. now am completely out. madman or messiah is an excellent book; also recommend it.

the point is you never know with people. i became involved in a unique circumstance and ended up out, out, out. very fast. took a week and a half from start to finish. amazing. 42 years offset by 10 days. who wudda thought?

-42

Boy, I'd love to hear your story, 42yrsin&pissed!

TG1
 

Sautez

Patron with Honors
You should read this article as well - it will be helpful if you want to try and get her out:

http://askthescientologist.blogspot.com/2011/06/how-to-talk-to-scientologist.html

But remember - this is a big step and if you commit to it, be prepared for her to ask you to leave if it goes wrong and she feels threatened. For that is what the MAA's / OSA will want: her disconnecting from you. If you are not prepared for that - you should talk the talk and get her to keep her ARC in on your kids, and knock off the inval, eval, 3P. You know your life better than me and any of my fellow Dear Abbbies at ESMB.

Mimsey
Right on Mims :)
 

Sautez

Patron with Honors
Boy, I'd love to hear your story, 42yrsin&pissed!

TG1
Ditto! WELCOME out 42~

@ NAA-- Sorry to hear about the heart condition your baby has and really hope you can get a lot of support while going through all of this.
 

Krautfag

Patron Meritorious
She knows I can't stand scn but we keep things civil. She tries not to use too much terminology around me but just now she told me my new twins are stuck in their last life time. My husband and I are trying to get out but the job market sucks and one of my twins was born with a heart condition that has already given him 6 surgeries. He's 4 months old. I'm hoping I can sit down soon and tell my story. It's very interesting and could definitely sell. I just gotta get outta here first <3

Keeping my fingers crossed for you and your husband. It counts double when someone on the other side of the globe does it ;)

Welcome and all the best from Germany,
KF
 

Free to shine

Shiny & Free
She knows I can't stand scn but we keep things civil. She tries not to use too much terminology around me but just now she told me my new twins are stuck in their last life time. My husband and I are trying to get out but the job market sucks and one of my twins was born with a heart condition that has already given him 6 surgeries. He's 4 months old. I'm hoping I can sit down soon and tell my story. It's very interesting and could definitely sell. I just gotta get outta here first <3

That statement cetainly qualifies as "evaluation (of case)", and if nothing else, I would use that word to get through. Maybe with something like "would you like it if I said the same about you?"
 
In the last year I have started sticking up for myself for the first time in my life and she gets incredibly defensive when I call her on her shit. Then, to keep the peace, I try to "two way comm" (also known as TALK) it to a good point where she feels better. I don't do it often because it REALLY bothers her and I have to be somewhat robotic and submissive in order to stay here until we can get out. It's really quite sad. She thinks she's so powerful... I used to think so too. Now I just think she's a weak sheep who gave her daughter to the assholes so they could control, wash, and nullify her mind.

But I'm not bitter.. :coolwink:
 

Idle Morgue

Gold Meritorious Patron
It's just like when my mother told me all my life how PTS I was but when I had the stupid 10 augs it was ALWAYS her I was "PTS" to. She's an emotionless robot and I hate it. So when she starts in on my daughter, I want to punch her in the face.


What is the 10 Aug? I have heard that phrase before but can someone post it?
 

Claire Swazey

Spokeshole, fence sitter
There are a number of ex members who went very far up the bridge. Did several or even all OT levels, all kinds of stuff. So re your Mom, ya never know.

I suspect that everyone has their breaking point, last straw- the thing that really got through to him or to her.

For some, it's the information. CofS always had trouble retaining members because it treats people badly. But I think that when more and more people got onto the internett, that this really sped up the flow of members leaving CofS. And why? Because on critical fora and websites is information. Lots and lots and lots of information.

Has your mother read any of the writings of BlownForood (Marc Headley)? To me, that sort of thing is exactly what would cause me to leave if I were currently involved.

ESMB has tons of accounts written by exes of their experiences. These things dovetail, meaning that a lot of the same names, dates and places coincide in those accounts. Pretty damn coincidental for a bunch of tales told by lying bitter defrocked apostates, eh?
 

Div6

Crusader
She's not "allowed" to. She's mid Oatee 7

Really? How is that going for her? Does she go to Flag every six months for her six-month checks? How does she pay for it?
Seems to me , you know, if she is so bothered by things, then she would, you know, do what Ron would do and MAKE IT GO RIGHT....:duh:

But then, there are no OT's...
 
She knows I can't stand scn but we keep things civil. She tries not to use too much terminology around me but just now she told me my new twins are stuck in their last life time. My husband and I are trying to get out but the job market sucks and one of my twins was born with a heart condition that has already given him 6 surgeries. He's 4 months old. I'm hoping I can sit down soon and tell my story. It's very interesting and could definitely sell. I just gotta get outta here first <3

I hope you and your husband become more independent soon and that your son's health is stabilised (or whatever term is appropriate).
 

Claire Swazey

Spokeshole, fence sitter
She's not "allowed" to. She's mid Oatee 7

"There's no liability in talking to anyone."- L Ron Hubbard.

Also, Hubbard never said people cannot read the internet or even that they cannot read critical books.

I also think you could get Marc Headley's book or Amy Scobee's book and leave it around...
 
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