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I don't care anymore. I'm proud to be OUT

Ho Tai

Patron Meritorious
Boy, I'd love to hear your story, 42yrsin&pissed!

TG1
Me too! I was only in about 10 years, dedicated and heading up the bridge, and in a few days it was all undone by Hubbard and his stupid rules and the mindless people who enforce them.
 

xseaorguk

Patron Meritorious
you would think that the "higher" a person went in a "religion" the more compassionate they would become, but the opposite is mostly the case with $cientology.
People become cold, have no compassion for others and can explain all situations in other people's lives very well with such things as "don't be banky",
"youre out ethics" and all the other one liners they spew out.
Then you look at their lives and wonder if they are applying this great "tech" to their lives...usually not.
Since leaving I have learnt what compassion for others means, and that true peace and joy comes from within.
 
you would think that the "higher" a person went in a "religion" the more compassionate they would become, but the opposite is mostly the case with $cientology.
People become cold, have no compassion for others and can explain all situations in other people's lives very well with such things as "don't be banky",
"youre out ethics" and all the other one liners they spew out.
Then you look at their lives and wonder if they are applying this great "tech" to their lives...usually not.
Since leaving I have learnt what compassion for others means, and that true peace and joy comes from within.

I always wondered why, the higher on the bridge, the bigger the douchebag. Even when I was a kid running around PAC before my staff days... I always thought to myself... "Wtf is so special about this person? I think he/she is a douchebag". Also, the farther up the org board... The bigger the douchebag. Especially certain people who I'm not ready to call out yet. But MAN there were some real dickhead FRs in my org for a long time. :whistling:
 
Isn't that considered type1 PTS?
Hubbard has several categories of PTS - PTS 1 means someone in your environment is causing you to lose gains, then the re-surge when that person is out of your life = roller coaster. PTS type 2 is when the person who is bothering you is in the past, say if you have a nasty grandmother that made your life hell as a kid, and your mom reminds you of her, so when ever you see your mom, you feel attacked. PTS 3 is completely loonie

But then, you look at PTS A - some one is antagonistic to you or Scientology - very similar to PTS 1 Hubbard has PTS types a - j which are variations on the theme.

But the whole PTS mythology presumes these SP's have sway over you, and that you are a victim, and effect of their cause. The basic premise isn't about making you more cause as much as it is making the SP responsible for your condition.

It used to piss me off - I'd feel there was no sit just because I banged up my body, but sure as the sun rises in the east - almost every time I'd go to Flag for my refresher, I'd get PTS handling on stupid minor injuries, but the reason my business was in the toilet would be ignored. It's just nonsense.

The a-j types of personalities are good to avoid because they do make trouble and can be a handful to handle, but really, do you have to be a complete victim because someone disses your religion? Hell no.

That is what's so stupid about it - you are told (in essence) become cause by being a victim. Great control mechanism if you're running a cult but lousy advice to the person with a nasty situation in their lives. Sorry for the rant.

Mimsey

PS It's really all about getting the cash cows to stop talking to the people on the outside who are saying: WTF are you doing inside the corral being milked dry?
 

Idle Morgue

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That is correct - Epic spinning to sell more...sooper power, the psychs are gonna get you so donate to the International ASSociation of Scam-on-olotists!
 

FoTi

Crusader
She's a scn who constantly says I'm pts, that my daughter who is 3 is banky,,. I have nothing to hide.. It's my mother. If ever I was PTS to anyone in life.. It has been her. She is a nice person on the outside but extremely manipulative and fucks my head up bad. Etc..etc...etc.. Lol

thats made me laugh as my mother has the same effect on me:yes:
Is that normal?

thanks for your posts, much love to you

My father had the same effect on me ...... some people just compulsively try to dominate and control and they are miserable to be around and tend to leave their stamp on you if you grow up with them and you can't get away from them. It seems like creating confusion and 'make wrong' is their favorite thing to do.
 

FoTi

Crusader
I suppose the obvious thing would be to move out, but it sounds like that is not a option. Can I assume you are a single mom? Is your husband / father of your kids giving you child support? If not, I'd say sic the Man on him and get some cash coming in.

Does your mom know you are no longer interested in the Bridge? It gets tricky if you start asking her to back off on the Scientology while you are living there, she might decide you're disaffected and thus the why and kick you out ( lets hope not.) If it comes up as a PTS sit for her during a sec check at Flag, she may find the MAA's whispering in her ear to ask you to move out.

Please make sure you have a pass word on your computer so she can't access your computer - you don't want her looking at any bookmarks to anti scientology sites - that could turn into a real mess. The MAA's are death on that since they lose so many people who get the balls to go on line and are shocked by what they find there.

I dunno - perhaps you could ask her to not evaluate or invalidate or third party your kids, "please mom - can you keep your auditors code in on my kids? They are beings too and need you to grant them beingness, and handle them with ARC just like Ron says. You want them to flourish and prosper, right?" You know - remind her of the bits of Scientology that get her to act a little nicer. Lord knows there are plenty of things Ron said to cherry pick and use on her.

Mimsey

I agree with Mimsey.....find things Ron said to use on her. Show her where she's not following LRH.

Remind your mom of LRH's "Two Rules for Happy Living".
 
And of COURSE I just had a horrifying nightmare. Dammit. When I think about the entire PAC base and the street the fort Harrison is on burning to he ground (empty) I smile. If I didn't "need fprd" before... I sure as hell do now. Too bad for them I gladly rock slam thinking of them. Dammit. :angry:
 

Div6

Crusader
And of COURSE I just had a horrifying nightmare. Dammit. When I think about the entire PAC base and the street the fort Harrison is on burning to he ground (empty) I smile. If I didn't "need fprd" before... I sure as hell do now. Too bad for them I gladly rock slam thinking of them. Dammit. :angry:

That is a natural response to being betrayed, after suffering heavy ARCX's.


Now take your B1 and get back to bed....:duh:
 
Lol. I know people that are on their third "Purif-go-round". So that's 15,000 mg of Niacin....now that can't end badly, can it?

And people actually WONDER why so many scientologists that are old timers are getting cancer?! No, it's not from out 2d and 2d overts you morons.

I remember when Gene Denk died and I was like.. "Oh well, I guess he had some fucked up 2d overts. Serves him right". Makes me want to Vomit that I felt that way. :no:
 
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Krautfag

Patron Meritorious
And people actually WONDER why so many scientologists that are old timers are getting cancer?! No, it's not from out 2d and 2d overts you morons.

I remember when Gene Denk died and I was like.. "Oh well, I guess he had some fucked up 2d overts. Serves him right". Makes me want to Vomit that I felt that way. :no:

Oh?
Never heard that before...cancer comes from out 2d and 2d overts? Is that Hubbard or just a Scieno urban myth in the field?
 
Oh?
Never heard that before...cancer comes from out 2d and 2d overts? Is that Hubbard or just a Scieno urban myth in the field?


I BELIEVE it's Lrh but I'm not positive. I have a memory of seeing it in red on white (technical volumes) but I could be totally wrong.
 

Krautfag

Patron Meritorious
I BELIEVE it's Lrh but I'm not positive. I have a memory of seeing it in red on white (technical volumes) but I could be totally wrong.

One of the techies will know it for sure. On the other hand, it's not that important because in either case it's bullshit :lol:
 
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