Notafraidanymore
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It's just another way to make a PC feel inadequate.
Me too! I was only in about 10 years, dedicated and heading up the bridge, and in a few days it was all undone by Hubbard and his stupid rules and the mindless people who enforce them.Boy, I'd love to hear your story, 42yrsin&pissed!
TG1
you would think that the "higher" a person went in a "religion" the more compassionate they would become, but the opposite is mostly the case with $cientology.
People become cold, have no compassion for others and can explain all situations in other people's lives very well with such things as "don't be banky",
"youre out ethics" and all the other one liners they spew out.
Then you look at their lives and wonder if they are applying this great "tech" to their lives...usually not.
Since leaving I have learnt what compassion for others means, and that true peace and joy comes from within.

Hubbard has several categories of PTS - PTS 1 means someone in your environment is causing you to lose gains, then the re-surge when that person is out of your life = roller coaster. PTS type 2 is when the person who is bothering you is in the past, say if you have a nasty grandmother that made your life hell as a kid, and your mom reminds you of her, so when ever you see your mom, you feel attacked. PTS 3 is completely loonieIsn't that considered type1 PTS?
She's a scn who constantly says I'm pts, that my daughter who is 3 is banky,,. I have nothing to hide.. It's my mother. If ever I was PTS to anyone in life.. It has been her. She is a nice person on the outside but extremely manipulative and fucks my head up bad. Etc..etc...etc.. Lol
thats made me laugh as my mother has the same effect on me
Is that normal?
thanks for your posts, much love to you
I suppose the obvious thing would be to move out, but it sounds like that is not a option. Can I assume you are a single mom? Is your husband / father of your kids giving you child support? If not, I'd say sic the Man on him and get some cash coming in.
Does your mom know you are no longer interested in the Bridge? It gets tricky if you start asking her to back off on the Scientology while you are living there, she might decide you're disaffected and thus the why and kick you out ( lets hope not.) If it comes up as a PTS sit for her during a sec check at Flag, she may find the MAA's whispering in her ear to ask you to move out.
Please make sure you have a pass word on your computer so she can't access your computer - you don't want her looking at any bookmarks to anti scientology sites - that could turn into a real mess. The MAA's are death on that since they lose so many people who get the balls to go on line and are shocked by what they find there.
I dunno - perhaps you could ask her to not evaluate or invalidate or third party your kids, "please mom - can you keep your auditors code in on my kids? They are beings too and need you to grant them beingness, and handle them with ARC just like Ron says. You want them to flourish and prosper, right?" You know - remind her of the bits of Scientology that get her to act a little nicer. Lord knows there are plenty of things Ron said to cherry pick and use on her.
Mimsey

oh wow it worked. i will write that win up

And of COURSE I just had a horrifying nightmare. Dammit. When I think about the entire PAC base and the street the fort Harrison is on burning to he ground (empty) I smile. If I didn't "need fprd" before... I sure as hell do now. Too bad for them I gladly rock slam thinking of them. Dammit.![]()

That is a natural response to being betrayed, after suffering heavy ARCX's.
Now take your B1 and get back to bed....![]()
Omfg... Don't get me started on vitamins. Lol
How can anyone think that 5000 mg of niacin is GOOD for you? Ugh...
Lol. I know people that are on their third "Purif-go-round". So that's 15,000 mg of Niacin....now that can't end badly, can it?

And people actually WONDER why so many scientologists that are old timers are getting cancer?! No, it's not from out 2d and 2d overts you morons.
I remember when Gene Denk died and I was like.. "Oh well, I guess he had some fucked up 2d overts. Serves him right". Makes me want to Vomit that I felt that way.![]()
Oh?
Never heard that before...cancer comes from out 2d and 2d overts? Is that Hubbard or just a Scieno urban myth in the field?
I BELIEVE it's Lrh but I'm not positive. I have a memory of seeing it in red on white (technical volumes) but I could be totally wrong.
