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Scientology Widow
Please. I have an appt tomorrow with the church. Can someone call me?
Sure. What's your number? You can PM it to me. Just so we're transparent here - you won't get mine in return - it will be blocked.
No-- I get that its awful and fucked up. I think I'm so attracted to it because of its secrets. There is so much under covers, deceit, lies, and betrayal. That makes me feel like a bad human though. Did you gain anything from it besides a hatred towards it?
Yes. It makes me incredibly sad for all the lives that are wasted, families that are harmed, money that is sucked away to support Miscavige.
I don't see how it can really be all that scary. I take the muscle tactics they used, that i watched in the documentary, with a grain of salt. I can't imagine people actually following people. Am I daft or was it a bit dramatic?
No. It's real. Think third grade bully on steroids, with lots of money and a good squad to carry out his commands, and no playground monitor. Or worse yet, the playground monitor is paid off.
Thank you, so much. As soon as I started taking that test online I searched for a chat and found this board. I am just really struggling with the fact there is a cult out there that is THAT persuasive and really makes people give up thousands of dollars without batting an eye.
Hmmmm .... is part of the attraction that you want to be able to have that same kind of power? And maybe their secrets at the top levels will give it to you? No pain, no gain and all that kind of thing? I guess that might make some kind of, possibly twisted, sense. My understanding of spiritual power that benefits the user most in the long run is the kind that is built on compassion and ethics. Sure, manipulation and exploitation might get you somewhere but if you don't like the person you see in the mirror day after day those "gains" will seem pretty petty.
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Don't waste your time, your life or your resources on this!