Alanzo
Bardo Tulpa
Yes, I also find it never quite goes away. (Pink Floyd, Comfortably Numb does it for me).
Can you explain the Drug Rundown to me in English? I've read about it....but the Scientologese makes it difficult for me to fully comprehend.
Also, everything I've read about the Purif seems great if you're not actually in drug withdrawl and are physically able to handle it. (I think had I been exposed to that when I was kicking heroin it would've killed me.) But I've never actually done it. I would welcome any insight,.
The Scientology Drug Rundown has you look at all the times that you have taken a drug and achieved a "release" from it.
A "release" can be translated to "intense euphoria" or "Ecstatic highs".
You view all these times and earlier/similar times to those.
It worked for me. And to this day, I can see friends of mine who are alcoholics, etc who are still chasing those "releases".
The Scientology Drug Rundown put me in a position where I was no longer fooled by those releases. They became plainly illusory and chimerical to me.
It put me in a position where I did not have to chase them any more.
It really helped me get off, and stay off, of drugs.
Now, being addicted to the releases that came from religion was another story...

