So, at the risk of putting words into your mouth (again) are you effectively saying that unless an Ex is fully "FN VGI's" on the subject of scientology and any associated upset, hurt, anger or loss is 'erased' ... (and a success story written) that the Ex is
obsessed with scientology? And if so, so what?
Scientologists are (in general and on a good day) robotic, emotionless, condescending, thoughtless and narcissistic ... (I omitted imbecilic and sycophantic because I don't want to appear rude). They are also
obsessed with being right, they have to be to justify the choices they have made and continue to make.
Why not spend your time in an 'uptone' environment, spreading 'theta, knowledge and wisdom' wherever you go to those that truly deserve your attention? ESMB is full of losers, why do you choose to associate with us, even for a few moments?
We clearly do
not deserve you, Mark.
As I clumsily trot through this period of my life as an Ex scientologist, I am fully aware that by scientology standards I am getting worse and not better, partly because I'm feeling things and responding to them as a human being minus the 'tekky, silly self talk' for the first time in decades.
I
like getting worse, it feels real and it feels honest even though it hurts and makes me achingly sad at times due to not being in a position to fix (you would say 'be at cause over') the result of scientology disconnection by two people that I just happen to still love, very much, despite all that has happened.
You see, I no longer measure myself against some dead nutter's standards and I no longer introvert when I see those same insane standards (and tek) being applied to others here on ESMB ... sometimes I do get annoyed though and have 'banky' urges (I enjoy those too).
Hey, Mark ... please take this the wrong way ...
shove you tek up your bottom, this really isn't the place to be practicing it unless you are trying to be nasty, and I don't believe for a moment that you really are.