Commander Birdsong
Crusader
A very thoughtful and terrific post.
What might help to understand the process of "Leaving Scientology" is to understand that it is the reverse of getting into Scientology.
Each step forward onto and forward on "The Bridge" is a PROBLEM followed by a SOLUTION, or more accurately a HOPED-FOR SOLUTION. Someone enters Scientology to fix or improve something they think can be better. Scientology offers them the promise and hope and one embarks. Now this is the part one needs to follow closely......
Each step of the way, Scientology DOES NOT WORK. And the person is given the NEXT SOLUTION, typically their next step higher on the Grade Chart. The person is gotten to brush aside their reservations and try the next step, always hoping that it will work. It never works.
I can hear the outcry now, "But it does work sometimes!!!" No, it never works, nobody goes Clear. Nobody goes exterior with full perception. Nobody goes OT. What Scientologists are talking about are other minor EFFECTS that they experience, that's what they call "wins". The actual abilities of Clear and OT are never obtained by anyone, ever.
Scientology always has a SOLUTION to why a person is still "aberrated" and "effect" of their life or some part of it. They are masters at keeping the spark of hope alive. And people do not want to give up their dream of immortality and mastery of all life that easily.
I think of Scientology as a mine field. When you have ventured into one, your best bet is to stop and very, very carefully retrace your steps backwards.
For a Scientologist leaving the Church, they have taken but ONE step backwards in a 100 yard minefield. 99 yards to go to return to the safety and sanity of their own life.
Someone rejecting the COS and COB is a red herring. Much is made of someone "leaving" but there are two different and distinct phenomena.
1) SOMEONE LEAVING SCIENTOLOGY
2) SOMEONE LEAVING THE CHURCH OF SCIENTOLOGY
A person who leaves the COS is like a patient in a hospital who leaves the surgery room and is wheeled into intensive care. They are still in the hospital and still gravely ill, surviving moment to moment with the aid of doctors, nurses and diagnostic technology.
Indie Scientologists are simply Scientologists who said they don't want to be regged so much or don't want Hubbard's harsher policies applied to them personally. They are prisoners who broke out of solitary confinement and are now in the area for the general population of inmates. They celebrate and whoop it up a lot, but they are still Scientologists. They are hopelessly locked into a minefield--or should we say mindfield?
An Indie has new hope again. The same exact "new hope" they had hundreds of times before when they were in the COS. The wins are the worn out teddy bear or smallish scrap of blanket that goes everywhere with them.
One day they might toss it aside, who knows.
actually i'm sure large numbers of stuents have just one day gone on to the next thing in their lives with no looking back, scant trauma and perhaps better for the experience