I planned my escape years ago. I am very responsible and needed in my own mind to complete cycles. I finished the case cracker on the Freewinds, and came home and finished the level V auditor requirements, and then did a Happiness Rundown, and was done in my head. The course supe saw it, and said I better get that handled, but I was a goner. I felt Free. No more stats to help someone else, no more stress, no more money down the drain. It was good. I came home and picked up my life after 15+ years of weekly trips to Miami. I always felt it was ME. I worked hard, had great stats, but felt inside like a failure. They always wanted more. I never got the same wins others did, but I was different. I couldn't talk about it because there is a bulletin about people like me. I never was sure of the floating needles. My pc would get all excited, and move her arms all over the place, and I would have to assume by her actions that the needle was floating!
I even blew from Flag. I went over for some action, I forget what it was now. But it was determined that I needed to do the purif again, and they wanted me to do it then. Well, I had no money or inclination to do it there, and they kept on and on. The guy in charge actually lost his cool with me, and told me he wasn't having a good day with me either! Then I got the bright idea that I could just leave, so I planned how to get out. I ran into someone who recognised what I was doing as the elevator door closed. I ran out to my car, got in and race down the parking lot past all these people trying to stop me. It was one of the worse times of my life. I cried all the way home, fearing the scientology policfe were going to get me. Once home I never shared my shame with my family who loved and cared about me. Only when Miami called me did I tell them, and they did a sec check on me............
When I went on the Freewinds, I was freaked. The thought of being trapped on a ship where I could not escape was overwhelming. I don't think they found much on my case cracking, but they gave me a week long course to do. I actually managed to finish it in the 2 weeks I was there. I was more afraid of not getting off the ship than all the time I put in on the course. Of course My win was no biggy to the other people who were loving the experience. I had to buy a conference to get off the shiip. When I saw my husband at the airport in Miami, I was so releived, I cannot tell you. During this time, My adrenals, and thyroid went bananas, and I am still dealing with the side effects of the stress of that action.
Anyway, I am here today, being productive, and trying to get out of the debt I incurred on this JOYRIDE. I recently read about getting repayment in a thread that a friend of mine Good Twin wrote. So I thought what the heck, I could really use that money. So I wrote my letters. I got an email from one, which I answered, and now nothing. A letter, and then emails from another, telling me I have to come to Flag and do the routing thing, and complete silence from ASHO. My question to anyone here is, has anyone gotten any moneys back lately? I used the letter posted in 2008. The chaplin from Flag obviously reads this site, as she informed me where I got it! I thought about getting others who were having trouble getting their moneys on account to pm me and maybe using the "National Enquirer" as an option if there were enough of us.
Anyone have any ideas, suggestions, or information on this subject. I know this is long, and I thank you for your patience. I just have been taken advantage of because I try to get along with people and do the right thing, and I was in a bad place. And I am angry and tired of being such a pussy cat. So there you have it.......what do you think???
I even blew from Flag. I went over for some action, I forget what it was now. But it was determined that I needed to do the purif again, and they wanted me to do it then. Well, I had no money or inclination to do it there, and they kept on and on. The guy in charge actually lost his cool with me, and told me he wasn't having a good day with me either! Then I got the bright idea that I could just leave, so I planned how to get out. I ran into someone who recognised what I was doing as the elevator door closed. I ran out to my car, got in and race down the parking lot past all these people trying to stop me. It was one of the worse times of my life. I cried all the way home, fearing the scientology policfe were going to get me. Once home I never shared my shame with my family who loved and cared about me. Only when Miami called me did I tell them, and they did a sec check on me............
When I went on the Freewinds, I was freaked. The thought of being trapped on a ship where I could not escape was overwhelming. I don't think they found much on my case cracking, but they gave me a week long course to do. I actually managed to finish it in the 2 weeks I was there. I was more afraid of not getting off the ship than all the time I put in on the course. Of course My win was no biggy to the other people who were loving the experience. I had to buy a conference to get off the shiip. When I saw my husband at the airport in Miami, I was so releived, I cannot tell you. During this time, My adrenals, and thyroid went bananas, and I am still dealing with the side effects of the stress of that action.
Anyway, I am here today, being productive, and trying to get out of the debt I incurred on this JOYRIDE. I recently read about getting repayment in a thread that a friend of mine Good Twin wrote. So I thought what the heck, I could really use that money. So I wrote my letters. I got an email from one, which I answered, and now nothing. A letter, and then emails from another, telling me I have to come to Flag and do the routing thing, and complete silence from ASHO. My question to anyone here is, has anyone gotten any moneys back lately? I used the letter posted in 2008. The chaplin from Flag obviously reads this site, as she informed me where I got it! I thought about getting others who were having trouble getting their moneys on account to pm me and maybe using the "National Enquirer" as an option if there were enough of us.
Anyone have any ideas, suggestions, or information on this subject. I know this is long, and I thank you for your patience. I just have been taken advantage of because I try to get along with people and do the right thing, and I was in a bad place. And I am angry and tired of being such a pussy cat. So there you have it.......what do you think???