wtf, over?
Pete,
If your parents long enough tell you that you are not worth a damn, if you being treated like the least ass on earth by your school"mates" allthrough the years. If you are constantly rejected by every woman that you know.
If you feel that you cannot have a single friend on earth since you have been betrayed by everyone.
How long do you think would you hold up your this "honorable concience" until you start learning how to to break peoples will and mind and break their soul in order to get rid of them being crossed everytime.
IMO a society not able to integrate the weak, a scociety that rather tries to benefit from their benevolence and leaves them broken in the end is not allowed to wonder, if those ripped of turn onto this society in constant rage and cover them with its own violence and war in return.
Mike
Mike,
I personally went thru a lot of shit as a child. My dad died when I was 2, my mom never remarried. I am 57 this September, so this is all sometime back ... but I still have memories. I remember that it was always a magical time for me when my dad would come home from work ... I would sit on his lap, he used to whistle all the time, all sorts of tunes. I used to like it when I got to ride in the car with him, a green 55 plymouth we called Matilda. I had a hernia when I was 2, it required a minor surgery, was in the hospital for a few days. It wasn't my dad who picked me up, it was an uncle and an aunt and my then 9 year old brother, who told me in the car that our dad had passed away. The blow to me was severe to the point of becoming numb about it.
Being 2 at the time, I made my brother my surrogate father. A 9 year old boy's shoulders are not designed to carry that load, he reacted by being a total asshole. This was understandable, considering his other problems plus the fact that he, too, had lost his father. I emulated his behavior or should I say misbehavior. I went thru his abuse, I went thru abusive behavior at the hands of bullies that I was never taught how to stand up to, being without a dad. I was a complete failure as far as chicks were concerned in High School, was unpopular, got into fights all the time, and was eventually nominated for class clown but came in as runner up in that. I eventually wound up with a low draft number, joined the Navy, completed the nuke program, served on submarines, and eventually, due to my involvement with Scientology at least in part, got out of the Navy. To this day, my deepest regret is not doing my
20 out in the fleet. Since getting out, I have never been able to hold a regular job for any length of time. Somehow, I wound up programming on contract at one point, ran a computer BBS, wound up out on the street a few times, turned professional panhandler for a few years, and now trade currency contracts online. Life is phuggen strange and can be a mother bear at times.
Having said all of that ... I never robbed banks, held people up, stole auto's, beat the shit out of people or rubbed them out for money, joined a gang, dealt drugs, kited checks, etc, etc, etc. Nor did I ever start a cult and traffick in souls for money ... which is totally legal while being totally devoid or consience.
The HubTurd had a fairly unremarkable middle class upbringing but was a world class asshole from the start. Nor is he alone. There are plenty of serious, hardcore assholes with out any sort of concience that were either born that way, which I don't buy, or, even if they had a shit-4-situation that they grew up in, made "survival" choices that involved going along to get along, not standing up, and knowingly doing wrong.
People know right from wrong, we are born that way. Doing wrong is a choice. There is no excuse for being a HubTurd.
Pete