Pepin
Patron with Honors
I have a simular story....
between lives as I watched and felt my body from far above this earth, I changed my mind after about five months or so and chose a different body.
I found someone worthy to take over my first choice and I let him have it.
Somewhere there is a tall skinny guy with dark hair and freckles named Scot born to a nice middle class and happy family near Denver sometime in March. His dad is/was a big guy and a foreman at an auto plant . He has one sister. I remembered about this event not in session but nap time in Kindergarden.
between lives as I watched and felt my body from far above this earth, I changed my mind after about five months or so and chose a different body.
I found someone worthy to take over my first choice and I let him have it.
Somewhere there is a tall skinny guy with dark hair and freckles named Scot born to a nice middle class and happy family near Denver sometime in March. His dad is/was a big guy and a foreman at an auto plant . He has one sister. I remembered about this event not in session but nap time in Kindergarden.
I'll tell you a little story here. Just for interest sake.
When I was born my mother befriended another lady in the nursing home who was having a baby too. They remained friends afterwards and visited from time to time, though not much.
When I first saw the boy who was born to the friend I had an instant dislike to him, plus a fear of him. On a later occasion we were in the car when my mom decided to pop in to see them; I refused point blank to get out of the car. I would not budge. The boy's sisters came out to try and persuade me and I was happy talking to them but no ways was I getting out of the car.
Later when he and I went to the same school in the same age level (though different classes) he was for all those five years completely invisible to me. I can recall only once ever actually seeing the guy at school, even though I knew he was there and I knew what he looked like, etc. I had a huge shut-down on perception of him. Then later I heard that they'd moved to another town.
Anyway, fast forward now years later to Scio and there I was having the Int /Ext Rundown. On it I run much of the period prior to picking up this body I have now. I run my immediate past death, I run waiting for a "opportune time" to get another body, I move to the town I wanted to live in (a university town where I hoped to get a better education than I had before) and I locate a suitable mom who is due to give birth to a boy. I find her - yep, my mom's friend. I wanted that body and I moved towards it when Whammo I'm in a fight and this guy somehow hurls me away - he wants that body. I feel humiilated and weak and I go looking for another body and find this one that I was born with.
So? Well it sure clarified a lot of puzzling behaviour of mine and a lot of unwanted attitudes and emotions that had been in constant restim throughout my childhood blew. Made sense of all the not-ising I was doing in junior school. And I had a HUGE amount of case-gain from the rundown in terms of being more willing to go into areas and places, and other things too.
There was some curious "tuning in"to implant type stuff between the lives though nothing dramatic - no visits to Mars or outer space or anything. I think those things all run on automatic and we give ourselves the boosters we reckon we need in order to remain obedient humans "learning lessons" here on earth so as to "become more worthy" of entering a "higher state of beingness". All of which is a game I take a rather jauniced view of. I think we would all be much better off if those spirit-guide fellas wouldgo and find something better to do in the universe, and just leave us humans to sort things out for ourselves.
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