I was addicted to Sc$ and one day I decided to get out... It was difficult to get my brain to the normal state, it took me about 6 months to feel better and I kept going and going... Then one day I realized I was done... that SC$ did not have any effect on me anymore. Oh my God, what a relief... I was myself again,
I could enjoy speaking with normal people, I could find out how life was... brainwashing was GONE !!! A feeling of sanity, serenity... I could go on for hours...
Thank you for the comm ev and the SP recommendation !!!
Without that status, I would not have been able to get out of it.