I think one of the things that is hard for people when they leave the Church of Scientology -- and one of the things that might deter them from leaving, or help cause them to enter Indieland -- is loss of status.
Inside the Church, they are OT 8 (or some other OT level). People look up to them. They are special. They have status. "Elevation," as Hubbard put it.
Outside, nobody knows what that is. Or, if they do, nobody gives a crap.
Or, a new element I've seen recently, is that some outside the Church see another person having achieved OT 8 (or some other OT level) as evidence that person is a late cognitor, stupid, a dupe, a patsy, weak, needy, or, at best, lacking even a modicum of common sense.
Inside the Church someone is a Class VI or, even better, a Class VIII Auditor, one of the Most Valuable Beings on the Planet! They've completed that Saint Hill Special Briefing Course! Or even the Class VIII Course!
Outside, nobody knows what that is. Of if they do, they don't give a crap. Or if they do give a crap, it is to deride.
Seriously, you helped someone get rid of their Body Thetans with the Thetan Hand Technique? You helped someone deal with the trauma they suffered 63 trillion years ago on the the planet ObeeDooBee? And you thought you were doing something.... useful?.... non-delusional? All right then.
Then there is the depreciation of intellectual capital. I knew smart people in the COS. They could have spent years studying medicine, engineering, yes, psychology. They could have CONTRIBUTED. They could have HELPED people.
But no.
Instead, they spent hours, days, years, listening to Hubbard lecture about the train stations on Venus (or was it Mars? -- I forget). Studying how to locate those incidents 63 trillion years ago. Learn about, to handle, and to remedy someone on Incident II. Master the oh so important "data" of the SHSBC. Oh, and about "evil psychs."
Pathetic.
The
opportunity cost is enormous. Not only for them, but for society as a whole.
And then they leave the COS, and everything they have studied, everything they have learned, is worth precisely squat.
Or worse, they come out damaged, unable to relate, socially retarded, paranoid, with weird fixed ideas.
No wonder people are reluctant to leave. Who wants to confront THAT?
And no wonder that when people post on Marty's blog, or Indie forums, or Freezone forums, or even here, they sometimes can't help but mention what class auditor they are (
were). What OT level they achieved (
were).
To list on the
Indie 500 List what they are (
were) -- e.g., "Clear, OT III, KTL/LOC" -- "Pro W/Cer, Pro Supervisor, Debug and Data Series Tech, Cramming Officer, Grad V, AO Review Auditor and Class IX" --
as if anyone could possibly, or should, give a crap.
They
were something. Not anymore.
Guess what, Bunky -- you're not "OT 8" anymore. You aren't a "Class VIII" anymore.
"I could have been a contender." Why, yes, you could have -- if you had gone to college, maybe gone to medical school or graduate school, and/or otherwise gotten a decent education. If you had not wasted years of your life, and tens of thousands of dollars, learning delusional CRAP.
Yeah, you could have. But you weren't. You didn't even enter the game. Hell, you didn't even know what the real game WAS.
Clear the planet? Yeah, how did that turn out for you?
Yeah, who wants to confront that?
Especially late in life.
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