Gadfly
Crusader
During TR0, I went exterior also, but my perceptics were not a bright as yours. I also had the physical universe vanish for a few moments and then it came back with brighter perceptics, then it went away and came back with even brighter perceptics. Each time the MEST universe vanished I could only percieve a field of static. I was blown out. As you stated before, it was in the beginning of my Scn experience.
There was a change that took place during this period of time, but near death experiences a few years later surely were a factor: I developed a stronger telepathic ability and an ability to heal, along with some unique abilities when emotionally charged. I do not think you would believe me if I told you the rest of the story. You mentioned exagerated claims by Scientologists and I am sure you would feel that I was doing just that. I did have witnesses to the events. This abilty to influence MEST while emotionally charged has diminished somewhat (for now). Restoration of these abilities is one of my objectives.
Oh, I have the view that all sorts of strange things can and do occur. Healing, telepathy, telekinesis, etc. I just don't have the view that you/we/any of us can bring them about through any methods or practices in any consistent fashion. What these are and how they happen is NOT explained by Hubbard's paradigm (though some or many feel that it is). And surely, bringing such specific abilities into existence has NEVER been covered adequately by Hubbard - other than vague general claims of "OT" - that umbrella term that envelops all para-Scientology.
I am glad that you mentioned that the MEST universe disappeared. A static is out of time and space, and when there is NO object of observation, one experiences the purest degree of this.
As soon as one is there with any universe, and especially begins moving about in time and space within it, you are FAR from existing as a static.
This notion of exterior with full perception, is like wanting to be a static, but still having time and space, energy and mass. To me it is downright goofy!
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