Re: Malignant Narcissism, L Ron Hubbard, and Scientology's Policies of Narcissistic R
I also was dealing with a very much painfull situation for a long time now and it reached a peak at hate and judgements this week!
That blog, help me to see that there is such people, and to make the proper decision for me though
These last weeks have been pretty much hard for me as I lost a dear one.
What I've experienced in terms of malignant manipulations and the deepth of my despair and grief is beyond words. I was devastated as it was the apogy of a situation that arose when my elderly parents got old and sick, 6 years ago.
I prayed, for days, to keep my head out of the waters and for not letting any hatred to grow within me for the offenses were so driving me in my troubled waters... I've been heard and helped!
Sometimes in a lifetime, a few people close to us may act a way that is beyond what we could imagine...the next day is always bringing another surprise...a bad one...
I'd like to thank people on ESMB who brought up these thread about LRH, as all the effort I made to understand the mind of this narcissist were to help me few months later to save my peace o fmind and get someone out of my life, otherwise I may possibly wouldn't have woke up and still try to make this person come to her senses - which never ever happened.
It happened exactely last thursday, the person had made her last show performance,
I ended the relation right there...bye bye, au revoir, have a good life and don't come back in mine!
The reasons she could make me in such grief and angry are gone now!
Both who she denied their dignity and to be loved by others are gone now!
I am so much at peace now it's behind me , even some emotions has still to be healed !
This has been possible because of my coming here and the many thread I've read about LRH personnality (narcissist manipulator)
otherwise I may never have woke up.
Thank you for the very much enlightening content people post here and such good discussion for me to read.
Despite collateral dammages in terms of dammaged relationships with family and one close friend, I could strenghten the few genuine relationship with the one who have not been duped!
I am already back on my renos projects, 8 containers of paint sitting here in my office, gardening projects to come soon with many trees to plant and resume my work
It's a new chapter of my life !
In case it may be of help, I let here a link to the article who had brought me out of my despair while knowing exactly what was going on. That was it!
https://exnatlfed.wordpress.com/2010/11/22/the-30-characteristics-of-the-manipulator/
Sincere thanks again, to you all, for your mindfull input in many interesting threads