I hear you.
I have realized it is a game (and they make it real hard to play...lots of money, lots of time and tons of MYSTERY). So once you overcome the obstacles to get the cheese to find out their ain't no cheese, you start all over again. It is like any other addictive substance. It appeals to your senses, you get "keyed out" for a bit, you feel like you are playing a huge game to help humanity. The side effects of Scientology are dangerous and hazardous to your health.
Now let's take a look at the facts:
1. There is no bridge to total freedom. Do you know ANYONE that is spiritually free?

2. It is a con game no different than a cocaine habit. The side effects are you want more and more and it can lead to death and destruction. It is mind control but you don't know it. So covertly clever that little HUBBTURD! Thank god for the internet where the public can read the SIDE EFFECTS. WARNING!! SCIENTOLOGY is harmful to your health!

THAT IS KEEPING THE PUBLIC AWAY!
3. It is out of exchange and is not worth the money or time.

4. It is a total scam.
So think of what you did to get to Flag, get back on a good purpose (help the Salvation Army or a charity of your liking) and make a new game. That is about the only tech that is really true. We are good pieces in Hubbturd's game, we get broken by playing Blubbtard's game. Time to heal, call a spade a spade and to find other games we like where at least "someone" can win!
If you can look at the experience as a micro of the macro...you will see that you are an exceptional human being to want to do so much good, facilitate change in yourself and others and you really do care.
We are really quite an exceptional group of people. My love to you all!








